Dusty - Thank you so much for taking the time to reply, i wish i would have asked more questions when i was there.

I did have a FSH level above 20 i think it was 25 thats how it all began as my GP has picked up on this telling me that this is a “metaphors level”... she did another test a while later and it went back to 15 and she put it down to “that 2 month where my body went haywire”

My FS told me that my FSH level is at i think it was 12 so that is about normal, but he showed me another level of something and i can’t remember what it was – i know it was 1.8 out of 10 ?

In regards to my egg quality – no they never took a “sample” so you made me think now, i am wondering now if i could request to have all test results released to me so i can take it to another doctor ... i paid for it right ...

All in all i find it all so confusing and sometimes i think it’s better not to try to understand all the nitty gritty parts as it gets even more difficult/stressful and you get told to try to relax and just let things happen... so that’s why i am thinking to go down the Chinese herbalist part as i am thinking its less confronting if that makes sense...

Anila & Naenae & Liz : thanks for the hugs