It sad that this thread seems to be getting a harder place to be in these days. Too many of us are back here after recently losing our angels, and far too many of us have been here far too long. It sad when one of us gets to graduate only to be suffer a horrible loss and have to start all over again. Thank god we have each other. To everyone who helped me recently, to everyone that PM me to check I was Ok and to everyone still investing in my story I am forever grateful. Even though we have not met IRL I feel like you know a lot more about me that my IRL friends. I feel I can be myself on here and wont be judged, just endlessly hugged. Thanks girls, you make this journey bareable xxx