Busy - Its so hard isnt it when others have babies and you can't. And everyone seems to have them at your hardest times etc too I find. I think its just that we notice it so much. But don't worry there are plenty of people out there that struggle and that lady just happens to be lucky.
Good luck and hang in there, im sure you'll get there when the time is right for you.

Take care.

I am currently wondering whether AF is coming I keep getting mixed thoughts about whether it will come or not. It's driving me nuts, I just want to know one way or another.