i'm with you Lou - the cycle without synarel first was a much "nicer" experience - quicker, less stressful. much better!!! hoping you're feeling better soon hun

Chez - woo hoo on getting going again! that's great news hun. hopefully you'll be getting to another EPU really soon.

Diva - it's highly unlikely you'll get your first cycle without some sort of down-reg - the docs like to have complete control over your hormones when you're cycling, and they can only do that during down reg. sorry if that's not what you wanted to hear hun!