Oh Juniper, that is just crap. Like the others I do think it is harder for men to process, my DH knew from the beginning of our relationship that it wouldn't be easy for us to have a family, but it took him a while to understand what we need to do. Sending you lots of hugs and I'm sure you will both give each other the support.

Well AF has started to settle today, omg 5 days of full on cramps and heavy flow I feel exhausted. I'm going to talk to our FS when we have our appointment in July, I so just want this journey to start already, 4 yrs I'm over waiting. And that is if it goes to plan, which nothing seems to do. Oh well I just have to keep thinking positive