Hi everyone,

i saw the FS on Friday, he said medically the miscarriage is positive - says I can get UTD.
No use growing to blastocysts as I don't get enough embryos, and the best place for them to grow is inside me, and he things it is an egg quality issue, as my AHM is a little low, I can't recall what it is, although he did tell me sometime. It wasn't too bad considering some of you ladies in here. He said no use doing ICSI as we get a lot of the eggs we do get fertilising, and there are no sperm issues.... And he said, that medically there isn't really anything I can do about egg quality apart from living a healthy lifestyle... As they have been inside me since I was born... So....

He said the naturopath stuff won't hurt me, but not really any evidence for its benefits.....

Essentially this was nothing I didn't know, but I'm still going to take the crappy herbs, and I will still do acupuncture... Guess I should get onto that...

This baby is going to cost a fortune when I do eventually get UTD.
Was thinking a bit more positively the other day... If I have managed to get a pregnancy in 18 months using IVF, then surely in the next four years (until I'm 40 and really have to think about whether I want to keep going) I have a good chance of getting a BFP..... FX anyway...

I don't know when we will do another cycle, and I don't know if I will tell anyone... Last time I kept it to myself I felt good, and I am thinking about doing that again. I like the support of people knowing, but at the same time, I like the privacy too... So.... just have to go with what feels right at the time i guess.

Will be doing a down reg cycle with increased puregon again - 375 this time.... Hate down reg, but I guess it kinda works for my time frame - was thinking a June cycle... So might start after we get back from Hamilton island ... At next AF arrival.... Probably I think.... Even though weight loss is non existent, I just can't keep waiting.

Glad to hear some of us I here are feeling a bit okay at the moment. As best as we can anyway....

Did I mention that my nephew was born this week (Monday 18th) he has 12 toes seriously... It's cute... Wired, but cute