Good luck to everyone in the 2ww!

AFM - We did ivf again, and l feel so guilty because l didnt tell anyone. Just felt that l was feeling too stressed and the pressure, just obsessed and reading the forums and consulting Dr Google. So this time l decided to stay away from the forums, from hpt, from google, from the internet at all. I didnt test at all! I cant believe it! I did 5 eggs and only 2 fertilised and we transferred 2 blastocysts. I got to the blood test with no period, and the results came back positive but with very low hcg levels, only 61 at 16dpo (last wednesday), they repeated blood test last saturday (3days later) and the hcg levels were 247 at 19dpo. I have been cramping since las Sunday on and off, it feels as if af is coming and i have sore low back. And then last night i went to the toilet and when l wiped there was some pinkish-orange CM, only when l wiped, i panicked and this morning l went to the clinic again for another blood test, and the nurse says the numbers are looking good. Hcg 678, Estrogen 16.3??? Not sure of the number, i was too nervous, and Progesterone 340, no pessaries this cycle, just 2 Pregnyl 1500 shots, one the day of the transfer, and one 3 days later. So, its BFP!! We are still feeling cautious, trying not to get too excited, because is early days, just praying everything goes well. If only the cramps go away, l would be more relaxed...