Rachael I am so sorry about your friend, I hope the baby pulls through.

thanks everyone. Still spotting. the cramps have seemed to have gone(for now) still having the BT tomorrow but will discuss next IVF with nurse tomorrow.

I told Martin............. well he guessed as soon as he walked into our room. He gave me a hug and we moved on! I think I have cried and cried and can no longer cry any more. I have to keep going and I am not ready to give up either. So we move on! I may have a cry tonight in bed. but now its time to focus on the new cycle!
I feel like my heart has been broken into a million pieces but my drive to become a mother keeps me going.

thanks for the continuing support!

much love
Cazz