ness,
oh bugger hunny, I'm so very sorry. I hate the BFNs, they're just horrible and cruel.
love
sushee
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ness,
oh bugger hunny, I'm so very sorry. I hate the BFNs, they're just horrible and cruel.
love
sushee
Keen, Sushee - what are you girlies up to?
Ness - So sorry darl, take it easy and do whatever you need to to help yourself get thru this. I'm thinking of you xxxx :hug: :hug:
Ali xxxxxxxxxxxxx
Sheree,
I haven't been doing much myself. Boring old me.
Keen, on the other hand, is undergoing the monumental pick up of her 42 eggs!
Are you still stir-crazy waiting for AF to arrive?
love
sushee
Sushee - How are your little beauties going today??
Ali xxx
Ok guys, although stil incredibly sore just had to post to update you. Of the 44 follices (yeah there were a few more than originally thought) - we got 19 mature eggies. They are being ICSI'd as we speak and will hear how many fertilised tomorrow.
I initially was not under but apparently because my ovaries were so enlarged I was really feeling everything so they put me fully under.
I am happy with the result.
Ness, honey I am so sorry to hear of your BFN darlin. :hugs:
Mel, waiting to hear from you. [-o<
thats excellent Keen. Hey, your ticker says OPU Aug... :-)
So your able to have transfer then?
Whether I will be able to transfer or not will be dependent on Monday's bt results to see how my hormones are and whether they have settled enough. But Im thinking and feeling pretty positive, so.... [-o<
Ness, I am so sorry you have a BFN. :hugs:
Wow Keen, a great result. I was wondering the same as Shell, will there be an emby on board in a few days???
Ali, look after yourself and don't assume your eggies were at fault - sometimes it is just luck.
Big :hug: to you Ness. It's crap sometimes isn't it.
So sorry Ness – my heart goes out to you. Make sure you look after yourself. If you want to go hide under your doona with a packet (or five) of tim-tams and a bottle-o-vino, don’t let anyone stand in your way. It’s our turn next time sweetie.
Ali – best of luck to you in your TWW. I’ll make sure AF doesn’t go where she isn’t supposed to!
Sushee – hoping your embies keep growing strong
Keen – that’s a great result. Poor pet, you must be sore. Take it easy
Mel – you’ve been in my thoughts all day. Am hoping that your HPTs were dodgy and your BT today proves them wrong!
Thanks everyone for your kind words for my BFN and my birthday. Its funny (or not really when I think of it - but I digress…) that the words of consolation from you guys made me feel more comforted than speaking with my own family. I guess because we’ve all experienced the rollercoaster. I got the official BFN this afternoon. Have made an appointment to see the Dr next week to see how to approach the FET.
One of the nurses said I could start the next cycle straight away? Not sure how it all works - guess Dr will advise.
Take care everyone
love,
Blue
Hope AF comes pronto Blue, so you can get back on the r/coaster... :-)
Great news Keen, I'm so wrapped for you! I'm crossing everything for your BT tomorrow, it'd be great if you could do transfer but at least you will have all those precious embies on ice xxxxxxxxx
Ali xxxx
Hi - I guess I had better update my details...
Name - Blue
State - VIC
My Previous Cycle Length - 37, 21, 38, 30
Cycle type - FET
Months of TTC – too many
Medications -
Important Dates - Appt with IVF Dr 03/08/05
Reason for Infertility - PCOS, DH abnormal morphology
Thanks
Blue
Keen - woohoo for getting to EPU and what a fabulous number. At least if your BT results are poor 1) you've got PLENTY in the freezer 2) i think FETs are MUCH easier than stim cycles........very impressed.
Yep Sushee - I'm ticking along (even tormenting myself with thinking I have pg symptoms - what a joke!!)
Keen,
WTG Girl!
It's half the battle, you getting to OPU! I'm so very very happy for you!
And Yay for my little embies too. I called the clinic to check on my bubs and the embryologist goes:
1 @ 8 cell Grade 1
4 @ 7 cell Grade 2
1 @ 5 cell
2 @ 4 cell
1 @ 3 cell
I went Hang on, that's nine embryos! That's too many! Then she explained that there were 3 embies yesterday that were only at 1 cell and they believed they weren't fertilised normally. Well, these three divided overnight! Even though they will not make it to blast by Friday, they'll keep an eye on them and may freeze them if they come along enough!
Best news I've gotten in months! I can't wipe the grin from my face!
love
sushee
Yeh for Sush and Keen - you go girls!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sushee - BRILLIANT NEWS!!!!! You'll be smiling all the way to the labour ward this time round xxxxx
You little legend Sushee
Oh by the way.......bloody numbers game - you never really know what numbers you are going to get!@#$!@#$!@#$
Great news Sushee - no wonder you are smiling :D
Keen - [-o< you get to transfer and your levels are good for Monday that is sensational. I hope you feel okay - I started to feel the second ovary under sedation ( Dh said I started to flinch) and I remember they said almost over and then next thing I was waking up in recovery.I hardly remember a thing at all. Take regular pain relief - it helps ward off the pain before it gets worse.
Ness - I am sorry :hug: I know nothing much will make you feel better but we are here for you
Ali - 3 is still 3 and you have 2 precious little bubs on board - [-o< and sending you :pinkstick: :bluestick: Hope you are feeling better sooner.Focus on these little miracles.
I agree Sheree - and wishing all our numbers come up very soon in this baby lottery.
You gorgeous girls have been busy posters this afternoon. Keen will be locking this thread before we know it. Will that be a record ?
The support here is phenomenial (sp) and don't we need it on days like this.
Sheree,
tell me about it! First it's up, then it's down, then it's up! And all doesn't matter unless you get that BFP at the end of it!
But I have to admit, would love to have a blast FET transfer if this cycle doesn't work. Though all said, I'm quite excited about this cycle. Feeling realy good doing something new!
love
sushee
Any news yet Melbo
Great news Sushee and Keen!
Wooohooo Keen and sushee [-o< [-o< [-o<
well ladies
an update for me i am absolutely a nervous wreck i start Gonal f tomorrow morning and i have to mix it all before i start and i just hope and pray that i don't muck it up (last time i had the puregon pen soooo much easier ) well thats about it from me
Wow, thats even better Sushee, more embies.
Babydreams, hope the GonalF goes well tomorrow, I don't envy u with that.
Trish, I c ur 11DPO already, not long. Did u manage to get an early BT, instead of the 2.5wk wait?
Hi girls,
Yes I'm still around, not so much with working full time, so thought I would pop in briefly to see if anything was happening.
Sushee and Keen absolutley bloody fantastic.
Miss a few weeks and there are heaps of happenings.
Well for me, rang the clinic today, and the clinic is full with 42 women to go in September, but the nurse will ring me tomorrow to see if they can squeeze little 'ol me in, if not the next one will be next year, and I don't know about that.
Does anyone know about a detox for your body? I was talking to my GF and she was saying that detoxing your body makes a difference to when your TTC.
Need to go and feed the animals (kids).
Luv to all, and Keen and Sushee extra special hugs to you guys.
Ann
Evening girls,
I'd better post before I disintegrate because I can feel myself fraying around the edges as we speak.
The least unfortunate part of today was that the pregnancy test wasn't negative and it wasn't positive. Sally, the MIVF nurse, explained that they look for a level of at least 100. Mine was 75. She has booked me another blood test on Friday when we will know more clearly whether the levels are going up or not. So I guess I'm in limbo land at this point.
Spent today taking Pusster to the vet and going to the DES clinic. I have to go back for a pap smear in six weeks because there was too much progesterone cream up there and it might have given inconclusive results. The good news though is that it is only possible that I may have been DES exposed and at the very least all it means is a special pap smear once a year for life so that isn't too much to worry about.
Much less good news for Pusster who had some rehydration this morning. After some discussion with his usual vet and the palliative care vet, I've had to set a date for euthanasia and at this stage it's looking like being tomorrow night. It all seems so unreal and I hate the thought of it but I don't know what choice I have. As much as I love him I have to let him go but why oh why did it have to be NOW?
Sorry to ramble on and hog the whole post with my dramas. I will try to post tomorrow and see how everyone is doing ... I am planning on staying home and spending the day with Pusster. Thank God I'm the only one who knows what's coming. I just hope I have the strength to get through it without losing the plot completely.
Thinking of you all (though you could be forgiven for believing otherwise)
Mel
Ness - Hugs to you.
Babydreams - Why are your mixing the Gonal??? It's in a dial up pen, similar to the puregon. Are they getting rid of old stock or something?
Sush - Thats a great result! What a little ripper, to find out you had more than you thought!
Keen - Another brilliant result!
Mel - Huge hugs, but it's not over yet. your levels could go up in the next few days and you get that bfp. With my 2 limbo's, my levels at BT were 14, then the next one was 40. I spoke to my spec about the 40 one and he did say that he had only seen it a few times in his career, but it does happen. So don't lose all hope just yet.
I'm really feeling for you atm with Pusster. I will send you an email in a few days. Many hugs & kisses xxx
JOJA ~ i have no idea why i have to reconsitute the Gonal f it all came in a suitcase like bag approx 35cm wide 55 cm long i felt like a nitwit walking out with it but any way i got 14 syringes and 2 viles of powder that i have to mix up then put in the fridge ( like the ones the DRs give injections out of you turn them upside down to withdraw the contents into the syringe) i am absolutely crapping cause last time i had a pen i feel like someone is punishing me ..... :-({|=
Mel ~ [-o< your levels rise nicely for you for your next BT :hug:
and i am so sorry about pusster more :hug:
Keen ~ well done 19 eggs :cheer:
Blue ~ FET is great - no injections just pills and eventually you have crinone gel to trigger ovulation - you will keep thinking that your not doing enough that you've missed something - it is so easy
Mel ~ I am thinking of you and Pusster and hope that you get a BFP on Friday :crossfingers:
Thankyou everyone for your kind words and support; you make the rollercoaster that little bit easier to ride as you all genuinely know what I am going through.
Just typing in whats happening to me helps
THANKS
:grouphug:
Mel - thinking of you - hoping those beta levels do go up wishing you every happiness my friend
[-o< Pusster has a peaceful passing and that you are okay.
Babydreams - I thought Gonal F was a pen too maybe they had no stock ?
All the best
Ok now i am really worried just checked the label on the viles it is definately Gonal f it may have just come off the ark lets hope it still in date .... ](*,) my luck
Mel - am [-o< for you and Pusster. Can only imagine what you're going through. Take care sweetie and will keep everything crossed until Friday for you. :hugs:
Babydreams - Don't panic. It might be a new thing they are trying out?? Because with my first ever stim, I had more than two vials of powder & liquid. I had enough for however many days I was stimming for, and I made them up as I needed it.
I know there is some cutbacks occuring due to this gov thing. My gf who goes thru' monash has just been told that if there is puregon still left in the pen, she has to inject herself with whatever is left and then give herself another injection with a new pen or whatever to make up the difference. At melbourne, we just threw the gonal f pens away and started another one.
JOJA~ i only have 2 viles and this is supposed to last me 14 days i am on 200 ui and there is only 600 ui in each vile the math don't add up i am going to ring the clinic tomorrow oh i can see sleep evading me tonight ....