Thanks Mildez i am so excited i rang my mum and told her and she said dont get your hopes up but how can i not we have waited so long for this.
I keep going back to look at all the tests and the lines are still there the blue cross one is the most obvious and you can clearly see a positive.
Sorry I haven't been in for a few days - we had friend's up for Christmas in July so been busy cooking cooking cooking and cleaning. Sigh...it was fun but I'm a bit tired today.
Porsche so sorry you are going through this damn frustrating wait for AF to show up. Why can't she just cooperate for once?? I hope the extra Syrnl (sp?) doesn't give you a sore nose - will be logging on tomorrow to see how your phone call goes. I hope they can give you some answers so you get started with your IVF.
MatthewsMum - that would be so disappointing if you had to wait another cycle - fingers crossed your levels will rise and you can go ahead.
Ferrals!!!! :OMG: that's a great result so early - going to be so excited to see that line getting darker and darker!!!! Hoping it is the great big happy news we've been waiting for for you - you and Sunbeam and MurrayCod and Kit can be in BB together! Well done (ps saving the big happy dancing leaping cheering post for your bt but maybe we can have a in the meantime) XXXOO
Back later to check on you all - gotta dash out to pick something up. Love to everyone x
PS Kaybee - I wouldn't go, you have to look after yourself when you are feeling low and it will just make you feel like crap, especially if you do get drunk. Years ago I went to my dear friend's daughter's 3rd birthday and was the only woman there with no children. I had a bottle of wine in the fridge that I just kept slurping on my own and I felt awful the next day - sick from the wine and sick in my heart. I think Ferrals is right that you can politely excuse yourself and see them when you are feeling stronger. You're wellbeing is more important at this point in time. Take care
Well Ferrals seems you did it girl you are so brave testing so early ! are you going to test every day now and watch the line get darker ? ( very small quiet congrats ) will make a big fuss later on in the week OK !
Matthewsmum sorry your fs made you feel sad its hard when they say PERI_MENAPAUSE I should know been told that too and thinking about it I have been gradually getting longer cycles since I was 38 so figures I guess takes me 12mnths to get UTD but you know what I still did it 3 times already since I was 38 so don't give up as long as your still getting AF then you stilll in with a chance like me, I do hope your BT shows good results for you but if not then at least they can give you some hormones ! I still think you will be ok be patient you still have embies just need to sort yourself out so they will stick !!!!
sammyp nice to see your still around ! hi how you doing ?
Porrche sh*t where oh where is AF ? you poor thing hope you get sorted real soon !
Alice MERRY CHRISTMAS ! hope you had a good one !
Kaybee its good advice the girls are giving you I would take it if I was you, look after no 1
afm well went to a 60th birthday party last night ( all very young at heart I might add ) it was tux and tiara themed so had spent all week making a long dress and so on and a matching glitzy waist coat and bow tie for DH, we had a ball playing roulette and eating fine food ( but I had 4 vodkas ) I know couldn't help myself as its been sooooo long since I had such a good time last few parties I went to last year I was pregnant ! so this time thought bugger it enjoy yourself !
The problem is my boobies have been so damn sore since I got back earl hours this morning now I am freaking out I got a sneaky BFP waiting and been drinking !!!! Trying to tell myself to stop being a fool 1% is not enough why should I be pg this month when the last 11 mnths I couldn't manage it
Then I come on here and see ferrals with a faint line and I know I said she must get hers before me ! but I must test later this week to see ( TOO SCARED TOO NOW )
Crafty-yes i will be poas every morning now because i still dont believe it myself but i had early BFP with my 3 boys and Abbi was the day before AF due as her hormones were not real good and strong so i am hoping that seeing positive lines so early is a good sign.
And i wouldnt worry about having a few drinks with my 1st son i was on a 2 week bender with friends when i found out i was pregnant i freaked and the doctor said until the placenta takes over none of the mothers blood crosses to the baby so being so early the embryo lives on the yolk sac so dont worry if there is a sneaky bub in there it will be fine.
Alice-Thanks i wont be jumping for joy until i see a dark line appear in a spilt second then i will relax.
And we are having xmas in july where i work we have been so busy.
FERRALS! Freaking awesome lady! So happy for you, enjoy seeing those lines get darker, it's a really good sign to get such an early BFP xoxo
Alice: Christmas is July is fabulous! Hope your chart is behaving itself and getting all ready for your next BFP and your forever baby xo
Crafty: Baby would be living on the yolk sac, and the vodka will probably help you relax, so no big drama's love! FX it's this month!
Sunbeam: Hope everything is going well and your feeling like crap (in the best possible way)
MatthewsMum: You've got embies and you've got a uterus, so screw the doc and keep going, it will happen sweetheart!
Porsche: GL with the phone call!
AFM, yup, I still stalk, can't stay away from my fav BB ladies! Murraycod hasn't been posting in the PAML section, does anyone know how she is? I can't wait to see more of you in there! Good luck for everyone BD'ing, AF'ing, O'ing, TWW'ing and everything in between. I miss you guys xo
Ferrals - nice work girl! How are you going to hide that smile until BT? Hope your line becomes so dark it's unmistakable.
Porsche - still waiting? WTF is going on in there? You poor thing, there is nothing worse than playing the waiting game (right there with ya). Hope they give you a good clear course of action tomorrow.
Crafty - That's so funny - sounds like you were almost hoping not to be UTD after your binge. I bet you are UTD and I bet it's fine
Well, thank you all for your advice. I had been planning not to go on Saturday night for weeks for all the reasons you guys said. I was just definitely not going - even thinking about it made me tear up. But then, somehow, after just reading what you all said and knowing that you all understand how I feel it kind of gave me the comfort or the confidence to go. SO I went, I drank (not that much - out of practise) and just made myself scarce if they started talking about pg and due dates. It was ok. It wasn't as horrible as I thought it would be and I'm glad I did it - I know I can face other nights like that, but hopefully not too often. Thanks for your help chicks
Crafty!! Are you sneaking a BFP up on us??!!! Fingers crossed xx
Kaybee - glad you got through it and feel stronger for it. Good on you!
Porsche, good luck tomorrow getting some answers
Ferrals - sweet dreams!
Sunbeam, hope you're managing your ms OK and getting lots of fluids and lots of rest.
Lovely Kit!! So good to hear from you - wow can't believe you are nearly 15 weeks!! Hope you and Tiger are doing great! Ferrals told us MurrayCod is having a break from BB for now. If you 'see' her in the other thread, send her our love.
Sevie, T-hopes, Saffie and anyone else I missed (sorry) - hope you are all well
Kitfaerie- i just got an email from murrycod she is still hanging around i think she is just waiting to get past the 12 weeks than you might hear from her.
Thanks ladies i came home from work and the lines were still there and you can see them from arms length so i am excited i hope to have a darker positive in the morning that will make me feel more confident.
Well AF still hasn't arrived but I have spotting so that means she's not far away. So I'll just wait till she comes in full hopefully today and then we cand finally get a move on.
Kaybee - I'm glad you went and had a great time. that was very brave of you.
Kitfaerie - I'm glead your still stalking lol. I hope all is well.
Morning all. Ferrals hope that second line is twice as dark this morning.
I was honoured last night to assist with the birth of a little bubba that was 10years in the making. Mum was 44, first bub after 11 not successful IVF tries. They ended up using a donor egg and got their first ever BFP which resulted in this little bubba. It was so lovely to be the middy for such a special bubba. And crafty only a few days before that a lady came in and birthed her bub just shy of her 46th B'day. I don't know how long it took her to concieve but I know it was natural.
Well O is nearing feel like who cares as its not like I work anyway. Only 4days til my appointment yeah. Then count down to AF.
Well it's definate i had to nice dark lines on a 1st response and a crystal clear this morning so looks like we finally have our i am so nervous but excited i have to get through the next 8 weeks until the cvs and hopefully will be in the clear for a healthy bub.
Big hugs and best wishes for the next 8 weeks xx Hope this is a happy & healthy pg and all goes wonderfully smoothly.
Mildez - that made my heart leap this morning - I hope I can get my first bub soon and I hope I have a middy as lovely as you to bring them into the world. Don't give up on 'o'ing - you just told Crafty that 1% is 1% so doesn't matter how remote the possibility seems, you can never tell!
Porsche - I wouldn't normally say 'glad you've started spotting' but in the circumstances I'm glad you don't have to wait much longer
AFM just counting the days down, sticking to my diet, taking my temperature every day and hoping that our time is coming soon!!
hi all,ferrals-congratulations,i think it is a good sign it has showed up showed up so early...kaybee-glad sat night was kind to you...porshe-glad af started to show...afm-thanks ladies for your supportive words,i've had bt this morning ,should have results late this afternoon or tomorrow morning
in the meantime) XXXOO
i am so nervous but excited i have to get through the next 8 weeks until the cvs and hopefully will be in the clear for a healthy bub.
Congratulations Ferrals!! 
Big hugs and best wishes for the next 8 weeks xx Hope this is a happy & healthy pg and all goes wonderfully smoothly.
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