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Hi Lovelies
happy friday :)
T-Hopes - I am so sorry to hear what a horrible time your MIL and FIL are having, its all so unfair sometimes. I really hope you get your BFP soon and that gives her the will to fight on. I have had implantation pains sometimes (not with this one) it felt like a sharp little poke in my uterus too far left or right to be ovary pain. FX that's what it is the timing would seem right.:crossfingers:
Saffy - so glad to gear you found a counsellor you like even if DH did have a dummy spit before hand :D
Ferrals - OMG your eggs amaze me. I had no idea it was possible to have a 18mm follie during AF! When your E2 gets to a gjillion do you feel really weepy, I can't imagine it feels nice. I so hope it behaves itself so you don't get canceled your BFP must be here soon.
Mathew'smum - any news, how you feeling?
Alice - glad Ferrals was able to shed some light on the SA for you. Remember one goodie is all it takes. So glad DH is going to finally quit, so much better for him you and your bub.:clap:
AFM - well the tiredness has been okay today maybe 'cos I know its nearly the weekend. I have been lying down for half hour at lunch time but still by the time I get home all I can do is get into bed. I rest for an hour or so then I can get up for dinner. By the time I get home too my boobs feel lie they are about to explode and get so veiny they look like a road map! It is just bliss to take off my bra. Very happy that next week is a very very quiet week. I have also organised to do a half day on wednesdays for the next few months to give me a break mid week.
I really can't believe it is only 10 days since I go my BFP it feels like it has been weeks already. I have been hovering in PAML but as soon as I start to read posts about people spotting or bleeding I just get really paniced about losing this one and I can't read anymore so you might have me here for a while sorry.
Have a great weekend
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Hi all
T-hopes sorry about your inlaws its bad enough having one ill but both well thats just real bad luck I hope they don't stress you out too much ! thinking of them I mean you need to relax too !
Ferrals yay for your levels I feel you will be ok and have a basket full of eggs to collect soon you know your body and I am sure you are doing everything you can to keep your E2 in check !
Alice thanks for asking about me I am ok have to be !
sunbeam so glad your still doing ok tiredness is good and so are sore bbs bring on the nausea and you know your ok !
AFM well Af turned up thursday so thats good really 31 day cycle not too bad I guess at least I still having a cycle so I keep thinking I must still be in with a chance however small,
Keep having really bad days of crying and crying and just feel so damn defeated thinking why is god so cruel why did he let me fall pg last year for nearly 13wks then take it away I was ready to go into the next stage of my life with no more babies now I feel like I am on the edge of a big black hole an waiting to fall into it !!!
Sorry its a down post but I really am DOWN
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Sunbeam-I know i cant believe my body either the FS said before that i was too fertile too early but that my egg never pops until day 11-13 anyway so it just starts growing as soon as AF is here which is fine for natural conception and actually really good for fertility purposes but no help when DH has homer simpson sperm and they can't get in i am just amazed that i have so many follicles at my age i am quiet impressed although my high estrogen never allows all of them to reach their full potential as they have to trigger me before they all can get to the right size a bit of a bummer but nothing i can do about my hormones and no i don't get weepy i get reallllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllly horny and very um:lol: moist down below but DH doesnt mind one bit lol.
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Crafty-AWWWWW hun you can do this a little longer i know how you feel i feel the same some days but then i have a little glimmer of hope.
I am not going all out with my E2 i will just drink lots of water and i brought some protein powder today to try and help but i know that once on the injections i can't take my herbs so not a lot i can do but just cross my fingers my body doesnt over react to much.
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Crafty :grouphug: I remember you saying that in your appointment with the FS it was like having the mc all over again and I guess that shows how deeply this loss has hurt you. I'm so sorry :( It will take time, be gentle with yourself. I wish they would have let you have a go at IVF, I mean, if my SIL can, why can't you? It's your money... sorry, I'm probably not helping.
I can appreciate what you are saying when you felt like last year life could go on without any more bubs and you were OK with that and your mc turned all that upside down. It feels so cruel. I hope that nature will find a way to give you one more baby xx I feel the same about falling pg on my last go at IVF - I was quite calm and accepting of the fact that I would never have kids, then it all got thrown up into the air when I fell pg and then the mc. Take care
Ferrals, no they can't cancel! Hope that E2 behaves - well, enough for you not to behave, but not too much for your cycle to get cancelled IYKWIM!! ;) Why can't you keep taking your herbs?
Happy Friday Sunbeam - rest up, your symptoms sound great. We'll keep you company til you're ready to go to anywhere else
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Hi Ladies - I just posted in the wrong thread and was wondering why some of you weren't there!! Now I know duh!! Anyway sorry if I miss anyone as there has been so much going on in here!!
Ferrals4 - GL with the stim cycle - hope your E2 behaves. My last stim cycle nearly got cancelled but I never have any OHSS and the docs are amazed my E2 gets sooo high and everything goes fine so FX you will be the same.
CM9 - so sorry you are having such a hard time. Hang in there and just love up that big brood you have.
Sunbeam - big congrats on your BFP!!
Saffy - so glad the counselling is helping. Sometimes we just need to know we are not alone and that what we are feeling is totally normal.
Porsche - GL with your cycle.
Happybaby - FET's are just as good as fresh!!
I know I've missed people but I am paranoid about losing this post as I did a huge one Thursday and then got some dumb message from BB about an error.
AFM - We got our BFP on Monday. HCG is rising but prog dropped Thursday and had some spotting Friday but then prog went through the roof to 220 so we are just enjoying it for what it is for now. As the nurse said we are still pregnant and will re check all on Monday but feeling cautiously optimistic and just a little tiny bit excited.....finally.
Cheers Trea
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Trea - Congratulations! :happyforyou: Wonderful news for you guys! Praying that you have a very happy & healthly nine months ahead! xx
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Trea - congratulations!! What a rough time you've had. Sending you lots of :stickyvibesboy::Hoping that all goes well with this pg - best wishes to you x
T-hopes - how's that TWW going? Are you going to test soon?? Fingers crossed for you! :pink-babydust:
MatthewsMum - I'm hoping all is well with you and that you are enjoying a mini-break during your TWW!:pink-babydust:
Ferrals - how're you going with your jabs? Hoping the bt this Thursday shows all is going well. When is your next scan? :pink-babydust:
Saffy - good luck seeing your FS tomorrow (or is it next week?)
Love to everyone else - hope you're all having a good weekend.
Nothing much to report here...taking DH's sperm results to the TCM practitioner on Tuesday to see what she thinks. Have made an appointment to see our FS Thursday week to talk a few things through (including pathology from our mc - still anxious about that) I'm also a bit worried about being on the DHEA for so long and with a few months still to go. Feeling pretty well though, which is encouraging. My temps are starting to look normal so all in all, diet must be doing me good. Now if only I could find the time to exercise...
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Trea-Congratz i really hope this little bub hangs in there if you don't mind me asking what did your E2 levels get to mine was 16,400 on day of trigger last ivf cycle and i got no sign of OHSS either and my new clinic said there cut off to cancel is 30,000:o but if you are showing signs of not feeling well they will cancel earlier i seem to have high E2 even when not on meds.
Anyway my fingers are crossed for you.
Alice-the jabbing is going along fine except i went straight through a vain the other morning when i was half asleep so i have a hugh black bruise but otherwise all good starting to feel little niggles but nothing much i start my orgalutran tomorrow ouch! that needle hurts.
Hi to everyone i missed i will be back tomorrow night i have to get ready for work.
AFM-all good praying all my smaller follies are growing and the big bugger is not doing to much only time will tell i have BT and U/S this thursday and they will decide then if i continue or we get cancelled i am expecting to get cancelled because of this lead follicle i mean a 18mm follie on day 2 is not going to give my little follies much time to catch up so they will be imature if i am triggered to soon so not holding out much hope but my fingers are crossed.
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Hi Ladies
Congratuations Trea Great news!
Ferrals FX your cycle goes ahead and it's not cancelled! Good luck.
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Hi Lovlies,
Trea - :happyforyou: That is awesome news. Sorry you had a bit of a scare already. We both have bt tomorrow so :crossfingers: lets hope its great news for both of us. :stickyvibesgirl:
Crafty - think you jinxed me with your "bring on the nausea and you know you are okay" comment 'cos its here! I'm totally not complaining but it did seem ever so ironic that the only person not drinking at my housemates birthday last night was the only person who threw up this morning :lol:
Ferrals - aren't the bruises attractive? In my last cycle my stomach looked like I was being beaten up by a 3 foot person! Are your injections in your stomach or legs? What a shocker that your DH does not mind that your E2 makes you horny and juicy heheeh :lol:
Alice - thanks for saying I can stay. I feel so at home in this thread with people I have known for ages.
Hi everyone else hope you are having a happy relaxing weekend.
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hi all,ferrals-hope bt &us brings good news..sunbeam-yah for morning sickness,good sign..porshe-how are you?..alice-good for dh for quitting..saffy-good luuk tomorrow...trea-congratulations...craftymummy-hope your feeling more up today...t-hopes-fingers crossed this is your month,sorry about your in-laws health...happybaby-clinic told me they see bfp's with frozen embies...murraycod-thinking of you...afm-been on holidays for a few days,af due tomorrow,but i did a hpt this morning using fmu & it was a bfn,so even though i've had no spotting/bleeding like last transfer looks like af is on it's way,not going to poas again,not up to seeing that one line,clinic will probably still want bt on wednesday so i'll wait for that
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oh :( MatthewsMum - I'm so sorry you got a BFN :hug: I hope the few days away that you had were restful and I'm hoping that this one is just slow in appearing. Thinking of you xx
Saffy, good luck today
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Crafty I am so sorry that this has happened to you and options are so limited to help get a sticky BFP. I wish there was something more we could say or do. Praying for a BFP for you soon. It wouldn't be the first time. It is so cruel.
Huge CONGRATULATIONS Trea. I am very happy for you.
Matthews mum I am also sorry about the BFN. I hope the test was bodgy and the BT shows a BFP.
Ferrals I know its not ideal but if your cycle is cancelled is there anything you can do to catch that one big fat follie that has taken off faster then the rest?
I lost this thread. I don't know why but I only just found it. I feel so rotton at the moment with conjuntivitis and a terrible cold.
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Sunbeam-:rofl: never thought to use the the word juicey to decribe my neather regions.
And the bruises are attractive aren't they i am doing them in my belly because i have a nice little muffin top to make it less painful.
Mathewsmum-I am soooooooooo sorry it was a BFN lets just hope it is just a bit slow to show up.
Saffy-good luck with FS today.
Mildez-i supose we can BD and try to catch an egg but the chance of me releasing multiple eggs is really high so i don't think i would like to get pregnant with multiple babies 2 would be ok but with our SLO gene it is not worth the risk if one baby is healthy and the other affected what do we do then it would be a risk to the healthy baby to terminate the sick one and even if we carried both to term it would still be a risk to the healthy one as the sick one could die in the womb at any time so not a choice i would like to make unless they tell me only the one egg would pop then we would go for it.
AFM-started orgalutran today yeh! 2 needles fun fun fun.
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That makes sense Ferrals. I thought perhaps if one was huge compared to the others maybe the others would reabsorb but then I guess the risk would be too high that you would release more eggs then just one anyway. I was gievn the option to implant two embies at a time and although I would love twins and the wait would seem so worth while I couldn't risk it IYKWIM! It would be too much for me to expect to carry two babies to close to term (my DD was a month early) I just couldn't do it to them. And knowning my luck I'd have one in the uterus and one ectopic (thats what happened with my last ectopic. They said there was an empty gestational sac in the uterus and then one in the tube. IVF puts me at greater risk of another ectopic so I'd probably loose both embies anyway. Although it would be so awesome to have twins after 36weeks and have a vaginal birth.
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:hug:Ferrals - good luck for thursday, praying that everything works out and everything goes ahead for you!
Mildez - nice to see your little avatar, wondered how you were going! oooh conjunctivitus! Eik, nothing worse than having to pry your eyelids apart in the morning! Get well soon, take it easy!
Alice - Im going to poas this wednesday! It's our 10yr anninversary on Wednesday so thought it would be a great gift to each other but not holding my breath! :crossfingers: Good luck for your coming appts! And great that the new diet is helping! My temps have been really good this month after being a bit dodge for a few months! I find it very reassuring when they behave! Makes me feel like im on track!
matthewsmum - oh love, im so sorry that you got a bfn yesterday, how many days post were you? is it possible it was a little early? thinking of you and sending lots of love your way :comfort:
Trea / Sunbeam - good luck for your BT today! Thinking of you both and praying those levels have shot thru the roof! :D
crafty - lovely crafty - i wish i had an answer for you as to why god would give you something so precious and then take it away again! I wonder the same thing too.... Keep pushing on... i know you can, you are such a strong woman, you have a supportive husband and have raised 9 children! You can do this! :hug:
porche - how are things with you?
Murray - if your lurking, sending you a big hug :)
AFM - Had a nice w/end, spent lots of time with our families which was lovely!
Had a 1st bday yesterday and one of DH's mates wives was there, she is 4mths preg and she did not stop whinging the entire time! I could have slapped her! Then she said 'everyone keeps telling me that this will be worth it but im having a hard time believing it now!' She knows that i have lost and are have trouble concieving again, some people are so heartless... they just dont get it!
Anyway... will poas still in 2 more sleeps, will be 12 dpo by then so were praying (as per usual) that we will be blessed this month!
And counting down till I see 'Eclipse'!!!! 2 sleeps! Going to the midnight show! Whoooop! Oh Edward!! :dance:
xx
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Hi Ladies
Matthew's Mum - :hug: I hate that 1 line. If it is a BFN I hope AF hurries up so you can start fresh. But if it is a BFP then hurry up and show already!
Sunbeam & Trea - FX for you BT today. I'm hoping your numbers leap of the pages!
THopes - Some women just have no Idea do they? I had one lady say that she wished she wasn't pregnant because she was having morning sickness. Oh if only I had morning sickness. What a dream.
AFM - I'm pill popping at the moment. Then on Saturday I start synarel again. Never thougt I'd be on BCP again. FF has put me 3DPO today and I'm not comfortable with that because on Tuesday last week I had no dominant follicles and then I also had an appointment on Saturday with the same out come and no evidence of having O'd. I'm just going to stick with my meds for the time being and test on Mondaynext week. I just don't understand why my body isn't cooperating this time when it is so vitally important.
