LT TTC after Miscarriage and Loss #2

Hi ladies,

Porsche-55 days oh my god! you poor bugger doesn't that sh#t you when you don't want AF to come it shows up and when you want it come the bloody thing stays away we cant win can we.

AFM- my boobs are sore i had a huge fight with DH over a stupid $95 front door mat and now i have period like cramping i hope it is my jelly bean snuggling in and not AF comming it would be due in 5 days if you go by my natural dates but being on crinone until the 25th i still have 10 days i just feel really emotional and anxious i am not going to do real good in this tww.

Oh Ferrals those signs sound so positive. I've got my fingers crossed for you!

And yes 56 days today lol. But...... I've had a temp dip this morning so I really hope AF will be here by Sunday! I can't wait to start getting a move on now. I feel like I'm still at the starting gate and I'm left behind while everybody else is having their EPU's and ET.

hi everyone,been thinking of you all...porshe-she has to come soon,have you spoke to your clinic about it...alice-dr said i was showing symptoms(hot flushes,mood swings,pimples & lengthening of my cycles)she said peri-menopause can last from 2 to sometimes 10 years,but she thinks i'll be sooner than later

Hi Matthews Mum

I'm going to wait and see what happens over the weekend and then first thing Monday morning I'll be on the phone either way. I'll either be making my CD6 appointment or I'll be asking a please explain and what the hell call. Very ticked off right now. DH has had to drive in to QFG to get me another bottle of synarel as I have 6 doses left.

If AF was a person she'd cop it!

Porsche - you poor thing. all we ever want is AF to not show then when you want her she's no where to be seen, silly cow!! I hope she gets her butt in gear and shows soon if not there will be meds to start her.

Ferrals - hope your little embie is making itself nice and cosy.

Hey ladies,

I've got one of those dilemmas that we're all faced with when going through this crap. I'm supposed to go to this thing on sat night with a group of friends but most of them are UTD so don't know if it's just going to make me pine for what could have been and have a crap night (and majorly depressed week). My bro and SIL are going and are due right when my previous pg would have been due and one couple have only just announced - I haven't even seen them since their news. I have a feeling another couple (whose house we're going to) might make an announcement too. So, it's not like I can just forget about it for the night - it will be the featured topic. Should I go and just get blind drunk and be happy for everyone or should I stay home and feel sorry for myself? What would you do?

Kaybee-that is a hard decision and only you can know what is best to do.
I myself try to avoid anything that i feel i wont cope with and if it will upset me i try and be polite and make an excuse not to go.
I know one day i will be ok with all the pregnant goings on around me just not yet and for me to be as happy and normal as i can be for my kids means i stay away from pregnant gatherings baby showers ect.
I hope you make the best decision for you.

AFM-I have had some period like cramping all arvo after DH and i DTD and i seem to be getting the hiccups every couple of hours it started yesterday everytime i have a drink or eat i get them and they last about half hour and then are gone.
I have 9 days until i stop the crinone but AF is due in 7 days and i don't feel any different.

porshe-how much synarel are you sniffing?..kaybee-if you don't feel up to it maybe you could make an excuse/or if they know about what has been happening could you just tell them ,your not up to it(or get dh to tell them),you need to do as little or as much as you personally feel up to,to protect your heart.I wouldn't trust myself to drink to much as a way of handling being there as i would probaly say or do something i might regret in the light of day...ferrals-hoping it's implantation cramping...

Hi Ladies

Kaybee I agree with the other's. You need to do what is best for you. I wouldn't go but that is because I'm in my dark place in infertility at the moment and I can't stand to hear about let alone be around pregnancy or babies.

Matthew's Mum - I'm on 3 doses a day. 1 in the morning and 2 at night.

porshe-how's your nose feeling,mine got a bit sore towards the end & i was on a smaller dose than you...afm-clinic rang,bt yesterday showed my levels are still really low,need to have another bt on monday,if levels haven't jumped much higher,their talking about cancelling transfer this cycle,maybe trying hormone replacement next cycle

I think i got an evaporation line on a 1st response HPT i am 9 days past EPU and 6dpt and poas this morning there is a faint line but it doesnt seem to have colour maybe a touch on the outsides of the line it seems a bit darker and you can see the line at arms length but it seems more of shadow of a line i have used 1st response before with not a even a glimpes of a line so i dont know what to think
DH can see it to i just dont want to get our hopes up for an evaporation line.
I should not have poas i new this would happen Grrrrrhhhh!

I am freaking out i just looked at the test again and now it has dried there is a hint of colour in it.

Ferrals - I keep checking back to see how you are doing. That sounds amazing that you have a faint line. It's a great sign. I'm hoping to see that get darker and darker for you.

Thanks SammyP i just did 2 different forelife early detection HPT and i got a definate very light pink line on one of them and a super faint pink line on the other so that is 3 positive lines on day 9 past EPU.

ferrals here's hoping the line gets darker xoxox

Ferrals - I think 3 positive lines means - CONGRATULATIONS! :leap:

SammyP- i think you are right i did one more HPT it was a crystal clear the ones that have the blue cross that comes up if positive and i got a blue cross and it wasnt even FMU so i think my embie has stuck.

OMG Ferrals I am so excited for you. Definately sounds like a BFP. I think I am the Queen of evap lines getting some sort of evap line on every test but a FR so I'd say its a BFP. I have absolutely everything crossed for you that this is your sticky healthy BFP you have been waiting so long for.