Thanks for asking about me. Ive cancelled my scan for now and I'll see what the Dr says tomorrow about when to rebook it. I was having it Wednesday but the sonographer said not to as its still too early and the might not see anymore. She said she would prefer it done after 7weeks but just not sure if the Dr will want me to go that long as if it is ectopic (I dont think it is) then it could rupture before that time. I am hevaing alot. 9times so far in an hr. Ive never had that before so I am clinging on to hope that its a fantastic sign the HCG is rising nicely. I'll let you know what the Gyno says tomorrow. I think its still a wait but right now I dont want to know. I just want to be happy and pretend everything is perfect. Its weird I suddenly dont want answers as I always have needed to know. Denial maybe. And then fear if everything is right I'm putting myself at risk with multiple dildocam scans.

ALice I am so sorry to hear your feeling blurr. I can completely understand how you feel towards your old friend throwing everything away by having the affair. I would feel exactly the same.

Saffy I am so pleased to here your furr baby returned. Hopefully he wont do it again anytime soon if he got a fright. Hope the weekend comes quick and you have a lovely time away with your DH.