Thanks ladies for invited me into your post.

You have no idea how I feel now that I can have some support. My hubby can only do so much and it does break his heart to see me in a wreck. I just needed some girls to talk too who can relate to my situation and hopefully I can do the same in return.

In the past 6 months 2 of my closest g/fs who also have been trying for years have fallen pregnant. I have been there for them & been extremely happy for them as I would want them to be happy for me when I finally fall pregnant so I stayed positive and hopeful.

I tell them I'm going to IVF and both have not even bothered to call me to see how I am, if I needed anything. I feel so let down and I just want to be treated the way I treated them.

The past 4 weeks have been awful. Right from the start from using the nasal spray up until yesterday where they cancelled my transfer I have needed some girl support. I have tried to handle it all on my own but as you can see it has done me no justice.

I am so sorry to vent but my hormones are still all over the place.. I'm happy one minute and sad the next.

Shezabelle, I am really sorry you ended up in hospital. I can completely understand what you went through. What did your fertility specialist say about your next transfer?

I just want to thank you all and thank God for helping me find this site!!!!