LT TTC Two Week Wait 2012 #7

Jumping back over this side. We transferred "the little embie that could" this morning... Thawed perfectly, but behind on growth. Keeping our FX nonetheless...

GL Juniper and the rest of you ladies :crossfingers: xox

Welcome to the madness juniper :)

I am too scared to poas. I dont want to not be pg. I am happy just to stay pupo forever. I am dreading that single line :( dont know how will cope.

I'm here too. But just for a fake non-AC cycle :D

I woke up 2AM last night and I can't fall sleep again. I felt very depressed this morning(this is the only Third morning after I transferred). I did not have this feeling in my previous three cycle. I was wondering I had two Crinone gel (one in the morning and one at night, because my period always came earlier before Pregnancy test, my doctor is trying to adjust my luteal phase). I am wondering to know it is my hormone affect me on my emotion or not?

I am getting worried that if I feel down it can affect me for my embroy implantation.

The 2ww sucks... Just sayin'...

popping in to say goodluck Juniper, N2l, Vic have everything crossed for you x
Anyone else in here goodluck hope to see some BFPs x

Thanks Blossom. I've been thinking of you and hoping you're doing okay. :hug:

Sooooo hungry right now.... Have decided to put my dinner (leftovers) on even though DD is sleeping (late nap) and DH isn't hungry yet. If I don't eat a meal now I'm going to snack my way through 3 days worth of kJ...

Still wishing so much luck to Juniper, Vic, N2L, Rosemarry and anyone else I might have missed. I have everything crossed.

Today is CD27 so tomorrow is the day I have been dreading. Whatever happens I want to thank everyone for the support on here. It has made this cycle easier to cope with. You are all rockstars.

Now onto the whinge. I found out at the start of the year that I have a gallstone the size of a golf ball and last night I had a gallstone attack. Thankfully I didn't have to go to hospital this time and with the help of DH getting heat packs and noninflammatory tabs, I managed to make it stop. I wanted to ball my eyes out. It's only my second attack, but it got me mega worried about it affecting me TTC. In other news I've been majorly bloated and my lady pillows have been hurting like mad for the last few days. I find myself patting my stomach sometimes, then thinking I'm probably just patting an AF symptom. Either way I find out tomorrow.

On this day last cycle I turned into the Incredible Hulk at work. This time round I have a nice relaxing day at home, watching bad television. I am trying to keep my Que Sera, Sera attitude, but it's hard.

Thanks again for listening.

"Pinkseamonster" Thanks for your blessing. I feel sorry for you have gallstone attack. It is good you can some days off from work and stay home to relax. I heard eating walnuts everyday can help for the gallstone. I hope you will get better soon and good luck for you too for this cycle.

PSM, FX for you tomorrow! I hope it's good news. Sorry to hear about the gallstone.

Hi everyone here.

Wishing you all good luck for the following few days with bts. I am hanging out till tomorrow for my bt. I know it's going to be negative as I have been bleeding from day 5 post transfer (still bleeding). I just can't wait to stop the progesterone pesseries 3 times a day rectally & I am so over waking up numerous times every night fully covered in sweat. I just want this cycle to be over so I can look forward to next one - my clinic makes us take a break of one cycle. Then I can try fet. I am just hoping once I stop the progesterone I will finally stop bleeding (there can't be any lining left surely its been 7 full days now).

So, bad news. AF arrived today. I know we try not to get our hopes up, and yet this month I really thought I had a good chance. Oh well. Time to have a drink and watch terrible movies.

It's bang on CD 28, so the good news is I know that clomid really evens out my cycle and in the future if I go past CD 28 and haven't seen AF, then maybe I can get excited.

Continued good luck to you lovely ladies still waiting to hear.

x
Monster.

Hi Beau, sorry to hear you are bleeding, it must be a horrible feeling. I hope you will still have BFP. Actually I have the same feeling with you that I can't wait to stop taking pessaries ( I am taking 800mg per day, I called my nurse toady and my doctor agreed to reduce my dosage to 600mg daily from tomorrow). I still feel very drowsy and dizzy, but I hope tomorrow I will feel better. I don't think I can have BFP this time as well because I have so many side effects from progesterone and my body not feel well.

I am not sure I am going to try the other cycle in November (maybe it is too quick for the body recovery). I think in December Monash IVF will have a break for Christmas, so probably I will do the next cycle in January. Three month waiting, it is a little bit long.

aww sorry Pinkseamonster xxxoo

did the dr say why you ar bleeding so much Beau?? thats odd!

how are you going N2l? best of luck xoxo... do u find non AC cys' easier? ... im doing the same type and ive got a real "whatever" attitude this cy! lol
had too much going on i guess helps as we just moved into our new house!
but DH was back from work so we could BD without drs assistance ha! just gone thru the motions this time :rolleyes:
im 4 dpo , but dont know when ill test if i do ha ha.

goodluck vic, rosemarry, juniper, N2l and everyone else :grouphug:
bring on some more BFPs!

I should jump in and say that AF arrived last week. Sorry for not letting you all know. I forget that not everyone in here is in the other thread. I have started another stim cycle and are CD6 today. EPU probably Monday with transfer being Saturday 20th. So see you in a couple of weeks xxx

Hi Beau, I have been thinking of you that you have been bleeding since transfer. I read the prescription of Pessaries, it says if you have vaginal bleeding, you need to tell your doctor as soon as possible; if you have blood clots, you need to stop using it and tell your doctor immediately. I am not sure have you been contact with your nurse or doctor.

This is my first time to use Pessaries, this morning I found there is something like the white fat floating on the urine when I go to toilet. I am worried the Pessarie all came out. I am wondering to know that is normal or I did not do it properly.

Miss B. It is good to know we share the same FS. I am living in the north of Melbourne, I travel about one hour to go to see him as I heard he is good, this is my second cycle to seeing him. It is also good to know you have two children by doing IVF sucessfully.

Rosemarry, the pessaries are covered in wax. When you insert them, the wax melts (due to your body heat) and releases the progesterone, which is absorbed through your vaginal wall. The wax is not absorbed and falls out when you stand up. This is why you need to lie down for at least half an hour after inserting the pessaries - to allow the progesterone time to be absorbed. When you go to the toilet, the melted wax falls into the cold water and solidifies. It's normal. Because they melt at our body temperature, I'm always careful in handling the pessaries when I take them out of the fridge. I don't want them (partially) melting in my hand as I carry them to the bedroom, so I always carry it with the least possible transfer of body heat. Mine have some excess wrapper at the top (where you open it), so I carry it by that instead of touching the part of the wrapper in contact with the pessary, if that makes sense?

PSM, sorry to hear AF found you. Feel free to join us on the LT TTC thread while you wait to O.

Beau, thinking of you today. :hug:

Afm, all signs point to another BFN this cycle...