LT TTC Two Week Wait 2012 #8

[myturn]

You are probably right, but I'm still hoping you are wrong.

I am trying hard to protect myself this time. But I keep imaging all these twinges and thinking its positive. Then scaring myself that it's just the progesterone. I don't want another bfn. I hate this crap. It's not fair.

I also think that depression side effect is rearing its ugly head at the moment, which really doesn't help.

[nothing2lose]

The progesterone sucks too. Had the worst cramp last night

[miloro]

Thanks everyone

N2L, my turn, I'm sorry to hear you are both having a rough time. I am wishing on every star for you.

[kerbear]

N2l and myturn I hear you i am not feeling hopeful either, surely one of us, hopefully all of us can have a good outcome !!!!

[*beannaithe*]

N2L I have been quietly stalking. My HCG was 300 at 14dpo (11dp3dt) with my girls and I only had the very faintest of faint positive hpt at 11dpo. I so so hope that you get some amazing news over the next few days, you are so deserving of this, my friend

[Miss.B]

Hi ladies,
I am quietly stalking too, and wishing you all loads of sticky vibes. I hope that you all get the best possible xmas pressie of all, and beautiful BFP! GL n2l, myturn, kerbear and curtisgirl! Fingers and toes crossed xoxoxoxo
B xxx

[miloro]

Curtysgirl, how are you holding up during your three week wait? Stay strong.

[myturn]

I was wondering how you were going to curtsygirl..?

I feel emotionally drained and still worried about over analyzing and scared to say anything about what I may or may not be feeling.

[kerbear]

I hear ya myturn, my theory is if I don't talk about the things happening to my body maybe I won't feel likes twit this time if it doesn't work!!!!

Curtsy- I have been thinking about you to with your long wait.

N2l - how are you going gorgeous?

[nothing2lose]

Not so great here. Still testing very faint positives 14 days past trigger. Thought it got marginally darker yesterday but hasn't kept getting darker today. I was thinking it was traces of hcg from trigger (and it might be) but just spoke to FS assistant and she reckons it would be out by now so it could be a chemical.

My very best case scenario is I implanted on Friday when I had bad cramps on left side (nothing since) and it is too early to have significant hcg in urine. Very unlikely though

Looks like my baby dreams are over.

[myturn]

that just sounds so sad n2l

[Joeve]

N2L it's not over yet. When is your BT?

[Mrs Mac]

N2L I tested for 5 days straight without any sort of difference on my tests and thought there was something wrong because it wasn't very dark. Turns out I was very wrong so don't give up yet.

[nothing2lose]

I will do it Thursday. Friday was the original date

[Joeve]

I was the same my first few tests were so ridiculously squint worthy I kept thinking I was seeing things. Crossing stuff still for you x

[kerbear]

They say a line is a line on those tests, so I am hoping that yours are just staying the same because of the kind of test and that you get a bfp on Thursday, don't give up hope yet, hug xo

[kerbear]

I would just like to say I think it sucks that I had my transfer done before n2l and my turn and my stupid clinic has made my BT after both of yours and on Xmas eve, could they not have been nice and let me do it Friday!!!!!

[blossom73]

N2l it isn't over yet don't give up bloody hard I know.. Sending lots of sticky vibes to u I truely hope u get the
Best Xmas pressie.
Good luck my turn and kerbear I have everything crossed for you girls.
X