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myturn - I got butterflies in my tummy when I saw you'd posted because I thought you might have had some news, ha ha ha!
Well, good on you for sticking to your guns and not POAS if that's what feels right for you... even if it's driving the rest of us crazy!:rofl:
i have a bad feeling girls..... teenie tiny bit of brown crinone i just found in the shower.... :( trying not to dwell.... could be anything.... but I reckon I'll know tomorrow.... she'll come as a valentines day gift to me... yay... :(
gunna think positive and try to ignore it... but....
well... there's no tears yet.... I'm still feeling matter of fact about it... cross your fingers for me xxx
myturn - FX that it's just the fall out we get with that stuff :pray:
AFM - back at work today bruises and all - interesting how people do and don't respond to black eyes lol - but glad i'm successfully completed 1dpt! Also resisted the urge to google anything on embryo implanting, which i'm amazed at...now to keep on this track and let the sticky glue take hold ;)
xx
my turn- thats awful to see, but I've had a bit of it already and am no where near getting af, so could be anything. FX for you hun xx
thirdtimelucky- glad to help, I am always good luck to everyone else- except myself :duh:
Sticky vibes everyone else, I wish we could all get bfps- imagine all of us LTTCAC babes taking over the bellybuddies thread!
This is definitely reassuring thanks Saffy, but hard not to feel negative... :(:
Would be so awesome if we all had a bellybuddies thread together.... so so awesome..!!! FX for all of us...
MyTurn hang in there honey - I have a good feeling for you this cycle. Your restraint and courage has been so inspiring to me, and I really hope this month your dream comes true. I have never used Crinone so I can't provide any feedback that will be relevant but from what I've heard that stuff can come out with old blood anytime - old implantation blood maybe? Saffy's feedback is inspiring (and saf could that be a bit of good implantation action happening for you? I certainly hope so!)
Amyjb - I've been thinking about you all day - since I read your morning post. It's still not too late for your magic bfp. I'm sorry you are feeling flat and a bit sad, but I have everything crossed for you that you'll get your bfp and a happy ending to this cycle.
Kimbe well done on 1dpt!! Not so good re the bruises, I hope you are being look after by DH.
Miss B thanks for asking - my blood test is on Wednesday. I'm counting down and praying for good news. I want to believe a bfp is possible but I just can't believe it could happen. And if it does, I'm praying my hcg level will be high enough to stay pregnant...... Still a second pink line tonight - but symptoms seemed to disappear today, which has me a tad concerned.
Hang in there Amyjb and my turn - I'm thinking of you girls !!
I hope we do get our bfp's and we do get to stay together and I just want to say - to all the amazing ladies who I've stalked and become friends with over the last few weeks, to those of you strong enough, brave enough with such big hearts to keep coming back - to make time to answer questions from newbies (like me) - over and over again, probably the same questions a lot of the time, thank you.
You give up your time to help others on a journey you have been on for a long time yourselves. Somehow you find the grace and generosity to counsel and support others, even when you are sad, or hurting yourselves. I think you are amazing, beautiful and strong women. And I believe that you will get your miracle, because you have karma on your side.
From the bottom of my heart thank you. You never give up and it's a privilege to have been able to share my journey with you. I don't want to miss anyone here but saffy, Amyjb, n2l, my turn, mrs mac, miss b, - you deserve medals.
Xx
Amyjb - sorry your not seeingthat second line hun. I hope it shows up soon. Know that I am thinking of you and have everythig crossed you do not need to do another cycle.
Myturn - it is not unusual for me to go 6 months with no af but on average range from 35 to 61 days (bit of a range I know). So I am trying to be realistic whilst not dashing all hope. Fingers crossed for you that your bt on wednesday is positive.
Looks like there will quite a few of us having bt on Wednesday. My official day is tomorrow but I dot fly home until 7pm so have to wait. Still no spotting, cramps have disappeared but occasional back ache and sore boobs. The truth is I don't trust my body but am trying to remember it is not over yet. This will be the first time dh will be around when I get bt results. Normally I have time to have a cry ad pull myself together before delivering the news and Im more scared of him seeing how much it actually hurts me than it being anything. On the other hand if it is a bfp that will be pretty exciting. Tomorrow dh and I have been married three years. Stay tuned to see I there is a bfp as a present (if I find the courage to buy the test!).
Sorry for the me post. I am thinking of you all, just home sick, scared and down tonight.
So I know I said I would poas today but I am chickening out! I just can't do it. So I guess I will wait for bt tomorrow.
Hope everyone is doing well xxx
Good luck tomorrow Keta. I have my FX for you.
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Good luck Keta, Amy, myturn with your BT's this week.
I will be in here on Saturday (god willing) EPU Thursday, Transfer Saturday.
keta- sorry you are feeling homesick, hopefully time flies quickly and you are home safe and sound soon. Don't fret about not poas, its very hard not to get the result you want so if you are already feeling fragile, don't risk it ( although hopefully you will get a nice surprise phone call tomorrow)
thirdtimelucky- hope you get a good number tomorrow!
myturn- I know that feeling, sorry you are feeling negative :hug:
kimbe- sticky vibes hun
afm- feeling like this cycle hasn't worked already ( 5dp2dt, I know, I know) my 1 embie didn't make it to the freezer so this is it! Will prob do one more stim then have a break for my 40th birthday. Not sure where to go from there. Not feeling anything and i know its early but I have an intuition its not going to work. The pregnyl has made me balloon out into looking 6 months pregnant- not good, grrrr bloomin' tww!!
Keta thinking of you have a safe flight home and FX for a great result tomorrow.
Saffy - hang in there luv you've got a few days to go yet, and the fat lady is a long way from singing!!
My turn I hope you are feeling better, and a bit happier!
Vic look forward to welcoming you sat - best of luck with egg pick up and transfer.
I hope everyone else is feeling happier this afternoon:(
Xx
Hmmm... It's getting browner.... :(
Feeling a bit matter of fact about it ATM. Whatever happens will happen....
It sucks though. Cause I was feeling positive about it too. Seriously wish I was thinner so I couldn't blame myself for the crapness.
Sorry It's all about me. I'm not really able to process everything else. Think I'm in a dissociative fugue. Maybe it's one of the frosties that are going to stick.
I just want a baby before I turn 36. So next month is the last chance. :(
No tears yet.... DH has booked a valentines dinner. Love him. So will hopefully be able to enjoy it without any cramping coming on suddenly. FX it's all my imagination and it's just old blood like you guys have all tried to reassure me.
Btw
Thanks
GL to everyone testing tomorrow & this week.
myturn, sorry that the brown spotting is upsetting you, hopefully it's a bit of old blood from implantation site. FX for your BT tomorrow.
Happy Valentine's Day ladies :)
Hi girls thanks for the well wishes, will let you know how I go tomorrow but I'm quite sure it's going to be a bfn :(
Happy valentines day! Hope yours was better than mine x
My computer just flatlined mid typing a post, so this will be short as it's hardwired and unhappy now...
GL for the BT's tomorrow ladies, will be thinking of you all day, it's been a long 2WW for you and you both deserve the best results, will be stalking the thread with all fingers and toes crossed!!
Saffy - positive positive thoughts and vibes, send them down to that now "blasti+" who's hopefully trying to find the right sticking place!! Mind over matter, the power of the positive thinking can be so empowering in itself (sorry a little spritiual there blahh) but i do believe in it's power to a certain degree. I'm seeing us as walking this thin line together, day in day out and am sending you all the energies i can (be it technologically lol).
Happy Valentines Day Everyone...how disappointing that VD gets taken over (to a degree) by the 2WW and Crinone!!!
xx
just clarifying.... my blood test is friday.... so still a couple of days to go.... I think I'll know before then though.... if AF does arrive, she should be here by tomorrow.... if she's not here by thursday, I'll have to assume it's old implantation blood.... so thanks for all the good wishes guys....
I am starting to feel some mild cramping though... but as people say, a BFP can have the same symptoms as AF so... who knows.... I just have to keep waiting....
It's always just waiting... lucky I'm busy this week and hopefully I will be able to ignore whatevers happening....
DH took me out to a restaurant we went on one of our first dates, and it was nice. I bought him a chilli plant ;) (instead of flowers) and it's been a plesant evening, I still have hope and that's keeping me going at the moment.
I really appreciate knowing you guys are all here, so thankyou so much for staying with me on this journey xxx
I think this is a good idea ;) best of luck!!!! FX for a sticky one!! xxx:
Hi All and happy Valentines Day.
Amy-jb I just wanted to say best of luck for your BT tomorrow I will be thinking of you and sending best wishes. I hope you get a happy ending, you deserve it after a long two. Whatever happens we are all here for you!
MyTurn so happy to hear you had a lovely dinner with DH. If it helps at all, i was convinced AF was coming at 5dpt (and still have the same twinges and cramps now) - I had no idea what implantation pain was and prob still don't - but I am guessing it feels much like AF. So I hope you can keep some faith and I hope AF stays away. It's not long til Friday now FX crossed for your BT.
Kimbe hope the bruises are improving and your surviving your 2 ww okay?
Ket a bring on Thursdays BT all my fingers and toes are crossed for you.
Xx
Thanks for your lovely well wishes TTL, I've got shocking stomach cramps and I had brown crinone tonight :( I just want this blood test over with I've got really sore red puffy eyes from crying, I'm so completely over it. For four years trying to have a baby has completely consumed our lives, I've told DH I'm not sure if I want to go through It again. I'm so emotionally exhausted and he is a million miles away at work feeling like crap :(
And then to top it all off, I got a letter in the mail today saying that our fs has left and that we need to go and get a new referral for a different doctor if we wish to continue treatment there, even though we only got a new referral last month :wall:
Maybe this is gods way of telling us we aren't meant to continue...
Ambjb - are you still up? I have no idea regarding what I can and cannot post here regarding FS - could I send you a private message and if yes how do I do that? :)
xx
Hi Hun yeah I'm still up :( I think you need to have 50 posts to be able to send a pm, you can email me if you like warnockamy@hotmail.com x
Amyjb - emailing you now about the 2ww
x
Good luck ladies on you bt today hope they give you a bfp, cross fingers
Oh Amy I'm so sorry!!!!
My morning has stared with..... (sorry if tmi!!).... Blood dripping out of me.... Think THAT's a good sign its over.
:hug: for Amy and I.
Thought there had been too many BFP in here for the odds to be in my favour.
Hi girls,
Heavy red bleeding this morning for me as well. Im not going for my blood test. The drive in an hour and a half in peak hour traffic and I just cant handle that this morning. Ive called DH up at work and we were both bawling our eyes out on the phone, he is getting on a flight home from work today instead of tomorrow. He said his boss was great and he just told him what had happened and his boss said no worries you need to be with your wife. Today is my last day at work and then im on holidays for 11 days. Im going to go in and go to my meeting and then come home.
I have a feeling we will be closing the curtains, buying a serious amount of wine and telling everyone no one is home. My friend arrives from England tomorrow, perfect timing!
Sorry to hear of your new Myturn, Its an awful feeling and I know how your heart sinks when you see it all too well.
Third time lucky - Thank you for your beautiful message xxx Is your blood test today? If it is then beust of luck for you sweet.
Keta - Good luck for your test today babe, ive got everything crossed that this is you month.
girls- :grouphug:
Far out girls, I feel all teary reading both your posts :( :( :(
My thoughts are with you both. I know your both going through a very difficult time and it can feel so overwhelming. We are all here if you need to rant some more xxxxx
Amy and Myturn --- Nothing can be said :( It just sucks giant knobs :(
I hope you are both okay x
Amy and myturn- So devastated for you both, all teary at work :shakehead:
Sending you love and strength :grouphug:
Amy and myturn I have tears welling as I hear the news. It just sucks. I wish I could make it better for you but no one can. Do what ever you need to get through today. Big hugs.
I'm waiting to have bt now so will let you all know when I do. May know sooner as I had some spotting last night so either way my body or the phone call will tell me.
Amy and Myturn I have been following your journeys this month as I will be joining the AC thread shortly. I am so sorry this month wasn't the one for you both. You are both in my thoughts today x
Good luck Keta x
Amy and Myturn - I am devastated for you both - great big hugs.
Janie xxx
Keta - just wanted to wish you luck for your BT results hun.
Janie xxx
Good luck Keta!! I have a good feeling in my waters for you ;)
MyTurn and Amyjb - I am so sorry:shakehead: I don't know what to say - nothing that can make you feel better at this time anyway. I am sending lots of love and big hugs to both of you. This journey is a difficult one and let's just call this 2 ww crap!!!
Will be thinking of you both today - I hope you both feel you can rant away - we are all here for you if you need us.
Ket a best of luck today I have my fingers crossed you get your bfp today!
Thanks for your best wishes Amyjb - I wish we were sharing the journey.
Xx
Myturn & Amy, I truly sorry :-( I don't even know what to say to you both.
Keta - Best of luck
MyTurn/Amy - I am so sorry to hear the bad news ladies, i feel devastated for you both. I hope you can both get through it. Big hugs for you both.
Keta- cant wait for the news hun.
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Hi All,
Just to let you know..... It's a bfp at 283 hcg.
Thank you so much to everyone for your support - it's been deeply appreciated.
Xx