Thanks so much girls. It has really meant a lot to me to know that you all (unfortunately) know exactly how I feel. I am trying to keep busy and not to think about it. I spoke to DH just before and he was awesome as always. I did have a moment with him, but he always makes me feel better. He thinks we should just go again as long as I am happy with the FS appointment and we will just find the money. Bless him. I am truely blessed to have met him 3 years ago and marry him and work towards having a baby with him.

