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Just popping my head in to wish you all the very best for your BT ladies!
Bianeczka, I don't know if the cramping is to do with with endo or not, but I had cramping on and off during my 2WW and of course I thought AF was on her way, but I couldn't wait and I tested 11dpt and I had my very faint line. My BT was scheduled 5 days later but I already had an appointment with my FS which I made weeks earlier in case that transfer didn't work and the FS did the BT then and there and I got the good news that night. GL sweetie, I hope you get your BFP!
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hi girls,
how is everyone going?
I am trying to distract myself from thinking about the tww , today I went clothes shopping and tomorrow driving to Melbourne to go to Ikea, hopefully all this retail therapy will make the days pass quickly- as if!!
I *think* I have been having cramping this evening, not v strong but who knows...
Good luck to all the girls with BT this week, anyone going to POAS beforehand?? Or do you have willpower???
STICKYVIBES for everyone xxxx
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Hey JosieJo,
I'm really sorry to hear your news, hun :hug:. I was hoping that you would be the one to change the luck in here...
:pray:'ing that you will recieve a nice surprise at you next beta and that your numbers turn around. Thinking of you.. :hug:
Good Luck :goodluck: to all the other ladies in the 2ww and sending you all lots and lots of :pink-babydust:!
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Hi all!
Saffy, sounds like promising implantation cramping :crossfingers: I always had mild cramps around this time when i've fallen pg before...i have a really good feeling for you!
Wish i could say the same for me though :shakehead: not positive at all this time as already preparing for a negative. In crazy mixed-up way of thinking i'm half hoping for a negative so as to not risk another possible miscarriage!!!...its a f&%*ed way of thinking really and i honestly wonder why we keep pushing on, but then when i think of stopping all this ivf and walking away it really scares me!!! To think that its a very real possibility that i may NEVER have a baby, NEVER carry a pregnancy to term and feel a little person kicking inside me and NEVER having that special bond between mother & baby...well i just honestly dont know how i will live the rest of my life with such a big dark hole in my heart. I know that the pain of that loss will never go away and then i get pi$$ed off at the universe for doing this to me!
Sorry for this downer post...i know this is probably not the best place to dump all this as i want to try and stay positive on here for everyone. Sorry. :redface:
I'm just a sad Yogi bear today :cry:
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Yogi Bear, I couldn't read and not reply hun (and I 'm just a stalker here so you probably don't know me :redface: ) I wanted to send you a big hug and tell you that I hope with all my heart that you will be able to realise your dream one day, hopefully soon. I have everything crossed for you and hope the universe is a little kinder to you :hug::hug::hug:
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saffy- i am not going to have the will power to wait until my better, i will for sure poas before hand...
Yogi- you will have your miracle one day, its not fair that this happens to us, your such a strong person and everything you have been through will be worth it in the end.
As for me i am 9dp2dt and am wondering when will i be able to test and get an accurate result, this is my first ivf so i am so confused about how long you have to wait.
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Kristie, some girls don't test, but unfortunately I just can't stand the suspense even if I am going to get a negative result (I am a poas addict) so I tested 11dpt in my last cycle (I had a blastie transferred) and I got a very faint line then. GL hun. hope it's a BFP for you!
GL to all the lovely ladies in the 2WW!
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Yogi - Just wanted to offer you a big :hug: being pregnant after a m/c is such a roller coaster and your fears are completely normal. As much as I want to be pregnant again I'm also so nervous about being pregnant again because I don't want to go through another m/c.
Saffy - I'm a POAS addict, no way I could ever wait!
Really hope we have some wonderful big fat sticky positives in here soon :hug:
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:hug: yogi bear -I had this conversation with myself a few week ago when i was having a rough time, and confronted some of my fears about never having a child- its a tough one. I don't know the answer, but afterwards i felt a little bit better and knew i would survive if it came to it- but it obviously isn;t the outcome any of us want. And it isn't fair that good people get put in this situation. Please feel free to say anything you want in here, this thread is for all the bad and good about the tww, we are all feeling the same things i'm sure.
Theres no reason to beleive you will get a negative, so don't count yourself out at this stage- sending all of us :stickyvibesboy::stickyvibesgirl: and a big :grouphug:
We can do it girls :pray: bfps here we come
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JosieJo - so sorry to hear. I too thought you were going to have lady luck with you. So sorry it was not to be. Big hugs.:grouphug:
YogiBear - so sorry to hear that you are going through such a rough patch. Just wanted to send you lots of positive vibes and wish you all the luck in the world for this cycle.:goodluck:
kristie86 - loads of luck for your upcoming BT. Everything crossed for you. I usually manage to resist the temptation to POAS until the night before my test - only because I know that no matter the result I won't believe it anyway and I'll go insane in the process. Good luck xx :crossfingers:
Saffy - Love your positivity - well done you! Really hope that this is your time. Everything crossed.:pray:
Dump trucks of :pink-babydust: and :stickyvibesgirl: to all you lovely ladies who are in the 2WW.
AFM back to do another FET this month. Think I am at about CD10 tomorrow so hope to see you all in here soon.xx
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YogiBear - I wish I new what to say to help but I know sometimes there are no words that can comfort.... thinking of you and I hope you are feeling a little bit better :hug:
I am sending you extra :pink-babydust:, :stickyvibesgirl: & :pray:'s that your little one is snuggling in nice and tight :hug:
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Bianeczka- :goodluck::goodluck::crossfingers: for tomorrows BT, please let us know the result so we can celebrate with you ( thinking positive here )
KMond- great hopefully you will be here sooner rather than later, good luck!
Kristie - have you poas yet? If you are 12dpo now it would probably be an alright time but don't let me influence you, the longer you wait the better chance of a bfp I suppose! GL, when is your blood test?
Yogibear- hope things are feeling better for you-:hug:
afm- trying not to obssess but its not working!! I think i had some more cramping last night but DH had just come home after being away for a week so wasn't paying proper attention , also very emotional yesterday, crying over nothing
hi everyone else, thanks for stalking us!!
:stickyvibesboy::stickyvibesgirl::2ww:
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saffy- I am trying to leave it until friday morning as my bt is on saturday morning so that way i will not have a long wait to find out for sure either way.
Kmond- yep i am the same as you and going to leave POAS until the day before.
Hope everyone else is going ok in the 2ww, hoping everyone gets the BFP that we all deserve.
Afm- im really not sure which way it is going to go, i feel normal with no more cramping or twitches the only things different are i have sensitive boobs which i dont normally get and also needing to go to the toilet alot more then usual also i still have the nausea for a few hours a day but apart from that i feel great and i just dont know what to make of it. At least i dont have to much longer to wait.
fx to everyone and hopefully we start seeing lots of BFP'S in here.
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Thanks for the uplifting vibes and general supportive banter, however today i got my AF so i guess its a BFN for me. To top the week off also, i just found out that a relative is pregnant, just to kick me when im down. I feel like throwing in the towel and living a hedonistic lifestyle travelling the world with hubby without the burden of children (i just think that, i dont mean it though). But right now i feel like the universe doesnt see me as a fit mother, im upset, angry and disappointed that somone in our family, who was first introduced to us at my wedding, is now pregnant whilst ive been trying since our wedding 3 years ago. But that's life, feels the whole world has bypassed me, people who never even wanted kids either and who werent even in a stable relationship. Life is not fair and never will be....but reading your posts Yogi Bear, and seeing what you have gone through (17??!!) i guess my piddly little one attempt seems like nothing. But i really dont want to be on this IVF bandwagon, dont want to be a life-r on it. All the best girls, surely someone in this thread needs good news.....take care....B. x
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bianeczka- big hugs for you, its never the result we want to get. I completely understand the feeling you get about finding out someone in the family is pregnant, Since we started TTC i have had my BIL + wife have 2 kids which were accidents, Then the other SIL + Husband only 18yr had an accident she then went and spent 3months away from her husband to be with her mum because she couldn't or didnt want to deal with a baby and the mother raised the baby for the first few months, Then to top it all off before the bub was even 1yr they went and got pregnant again on purpose. I was furious at this and still am as u can kinda tell because she still hasn't grown up and still cant handle being a mother to the one bub and goes home to mum every time she or bub is sick. Instead of staying at home and dealing with it like an adult. You want to be a wife and mother you need to grow up a little.
Sorry that this turned into a little rant lol. I think it is hard for anyone that is going through so much to have a baby to hear of anyone being pregnant even if you couldn't be happier for the person there is always something inside saying why wasn't it my turn,It doesn't make us selfish or rude or inappropriate it is just our feelings, and the amount of hormones racing through our body we can sometimes not choose our feelings lol...
But keep believing and your precious miracle will find you soon, believing is all we can really do when it is no longer in our hands.
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bianeczka so sorry to hear that hun, I completely understand why you don't want to be on the bandwagon, none of us do because IT SUX! Look after yourself hunny, I hope AF leaves swiftly, she is a witch to do that to you xxxx
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Hi
Bianeczka :hug: its never ever easy getting a negative result, whether it be your first or last attempt...it just SUCKS!! Take time away from ttc and be extra kind to each other, its amazing how a little time & space can re-energise us to push forward on this crappy journey! Thinking of you & we are here anytime xxx
Sending out big hugs to you all for your kind words & support :grouphug: I'm feeling a bit better today, but have been having terrible trouble sleeping these last few nights...thoughts going round & round, mainly sad for the years we have 'lost' through all this. I feel like we have just been surviving life and not really living life. Then i worry about the future and the new path we are thinking of embarking on, what if we fail at that too??! Maybe we are better off NOT being parents?
Jeazzz its hard, how do you know what the do? We need to actively make a decision to stop ivf treatment as it is impossible for us to fall naturally...how do we know if its the right decision? So many questions going on in me head at the moment, and yeah i know i know i am still in with a chance with this cycle but i've had just as many positives as negatives and i know my body too well now....i'm pretty sure am not pregnant this time :shakehead:
Saffy, the cramping sounds reallllllyyy promising!!! I hope this is it for you. :crossfingers:
kristie, also good signs for you too :crossfingers: have you poas yet? I think i will do the dreaded wee test on saturday morning...i'll be 12dpo and will know for sure by then. THat way i can have some drinky poos on sat night and feel like a 'normal' person again!! my bt is monday.
Look after yourselves everyone
Yogi
xxx
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Yogi- No i havent poas yet i am leaving it until 2moro morning which will be the day before my bt so that way i will know the result i get 2moro will more then likley be the correct one. I really hope my body isnt playing a trick on me and that whats going on is for the reason i want it to be.
I hope everyone else is not going to crazy in their 2ww. BRING ON THE BFP'S
