Crap...I'm freaking out. Have AF type pains and I know my body so well now. I just can't deal with another BFN.
BTD, I hope you are having a good night. You are probably fast asleep by now. I'm worrying myself sick.
Will catch up tomorrow.
Hugs Bel
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Crap...I'm freaking out. Have AF type pains and I know my body so well now. I just can't deal with another BFN.
BTD, I hope you are having a good night. You are probably fast asleep by now. I'm worrying myself sick.
Will catch up tomorrow.
Hugs Bel
:hug: Hey Bel,
How are you this morning sweetheart - are you OK?
I'm really hoping that you managed to get some sleep and that everything is ok with you today. When is your BT?
Hi Bel,
Don't freak out, it isn't over till its over. I don't know much about pregnancy symptons, but your pains could be pregnancy pains, not AF. I hope you are feeling ok this morning, hang in there, only one day to go, in fact only about 36 hours right? Breath, relax, stay positive, fingers crossed, I am :pray: for you, along with everyone else on BB. :bluedust::pink-babydust:
I hope you are ok, thinking of you.
xx
Bel,
We will not have any negative thoughts here today. You have less than 48 hours until you r BT and even then you have the option of going back for a second BT because you are going in early.
I want you to concerntarate very hard today on doing everything in your power to help that little one stick and that includes believing that is will happen for you. Mantra time: "I am doing everything to create a warm and happy place for the baby inside me" or " I am open to this new life growing inside me and I welcome you with open arms and an open heart". Feel free to come up with your own - you need to believe in your own self will. The body, heart and mind are connected in ways that we will never understand. Please keep your self well and happy today.
Morning All,
Nixon- Thanks for your words. I'm working on a mantra now...sounds like a good idea. BT tomorrow. I'll try to be more positive today. Still have the pain but no AF. This baby or babies has a good comfy place to stay and is much wanted, so hopefully my body will become a warm home for the next nine months!
BDT- Hey my friend..how are you today? Thanks for thinking of me. I really don't want to be like this. I want this BFP just as much as everyone else in here, I know that, but I just don't want to freak out anymore..you know what I mean?? Are you going ok though?
Wishing everyone an easy breezy AF free day.
Hugs Bel
Hi Bel,
Glad to hear all is well, keep up your positive affirmations, I so hope you get you BFP tomorrow. :pray::pray:
I am doing ok today, temps were great this morning! Feeling positive. I have printed out a big sign in blue (because even though I would be happy with just a BFP too, DH would like a boy first, and I might as well ask God for that at the same time I am praying for my BFP, hence it is blue), with
BFP!
21.08.08
and hung it on the wall next to my desk. No one in the office knows the lingo, though they are all aware of my situation and know the BT date. :crossfingers: One thing I have enjoyed lately while I have been meticulously going through every thread on BB looking for ideas, is seeing others who have only a few months ago had very similar discussions as ourselves. They have stressed and feared and hoped. What is great is that BB uses the most recent signature, so while months ago they were saying the same things, their signatures now say BFP!!! They made it, so can you. It happened for them, it will happen for you.
I envy you that you will have your answer tomorrow, the next 8 days seem like forever. Patience is not one of my virtues either. Seems like everyday I have a new issue to stress about. Have been thinking about my embryos, the 2 onboard were only 5 cell the morning of Day 3, with moderate fragmentation. I asked FS on the day of ET whether I have an issue with embryo quality, he said that they couldn't tell as these were from the one batch where I had some OHSS, which can effect embroy quality, and we wouldn't know until we did another stim cycle and picked my less eggs (last time 21 eggs). I am so glad I have been so totally super heathly with my diet (no alchohol, caffeiene, dairy, white flour, sugars, and have been eating hormone free protein and organic fruit and veg) and have been on supplements, anit oxidants, Sharkey's herbal formula and Woman Esssence, yikes, I must be virgin pure inside. This might be overdoing it. I have been acting the martyr at home every night so much so yesterday DH chucked out three half tubs of connisseur icecream he had been enjoying. If this month is not the month, I have gotten him to agree to kick his sweet tooth and eat better, as I will need his services again for another stim cycle.
It is hard to not plan ahead and to stay positive about this cycle. I guess it is more self preservation than anything. 8 days and counting...
As you can see, work is quite at the moment, too much time on my hands which isn't helping, will sign off now and get back to work. Hugs
Hi Girls just wanted to pop in and spread around some :pink-babydust:
Bel - I am thinking and praying for a BFP for you tomorrow. Come on BT buddy! I have a really good feeling about this time :hug:
BDT - I got pregnant with a 6 cell 3 day embie. Sounds like you have the perfect home for them too with all that clean living! :pray: that those 2 are sticky ones.
Nixon - I agree with you about our body hearts and minds being connected in ways that we don't understand. The power of positive thinking is amazing. Believing that something is going to happen is very powerful indeed.
Please know that I am keeping an eye on how you are all going and praying with all my might that you get your BFP's.
Janie xxx
Hang in there Ms Bel...one more sleep to go...remember - I felt lots of aches and pains when I got PG...so no giving up...
BTD - you got a bit of a wait..hang in there...
All the best girls... I hope it's all good for you both...
Hi again,
Lulu- You are my angel. You get me through this every time. xxxxxx
Janie- My old BT buddy. Thanks for thinking of us again. I hope you are on top of the world. It's good to hear from you. Big hugs
BDT- I love your sign..that's a great idea. I also agree with what you say about looking back at other people's posts who were in the position we are in now. It's just so hard isn't it when you want something so badly. The mind just plays games and you analyse everything little thing. Regarding your embies...I really believe your FS wouldn't even transfer them if he didn't think they would give you a BFP. I trust now in my FS that only embies that have the potential to become little babies are transferred. It is so hard not to worry though. I have been thinking of my 2nd embie that was transferred too. I'm not even sure if it would have continued to grow, as it was only thawed 2 hours before TF. I just keep praying though that it was a strong one and if not, that the other has nestled in nicely. I think you are doing a great thing with looking after your health, body and diet. I really don't believe you are doing too much, rather that you are providing the best place for your little ones. I do believe that it is really important to plan ahead in case of a BFN. I try to stay positive and hopeful always, but I just remember my 1st cycle when I was sure sure I would get a BFP. I was crushed when it was a BFN and hadn't even considered a 2nd cycle. So for me, it is good to have a back up plan...hopefully both of us won't need those back up plans though!!
So......no AF still..thank goodness. Just 1 more sleep to go and then I will have my answer. I know you must be thinking you have such a long time still, but I'll still be here to support you. Before you know it..BT day will be here.
Hope your afternoon is nice and busy so your day flies and you are 1 day closer to your BFP.
Take care
Hugs Bel
:hug:best of luk tomorrow bel everything here is crossed for you hunny xx:pray:
Smithy- You are another angel for me who helps to make this journey so much easier. You deserve all the happiness in the world. Thankyou
BDT- How are you going? I hope you are having a nice, relaxing night. How cold is it here?? We are nice and toasty with our heater on and our winter PJ's!! You just have to get through this weekend and then you are on the home stretch. I'll check in on you tomorrow. Keep looking at your sign and stay strong.
OK..so 9 1/2 hours til BT. I still have AF type pains but no AF yet so I'll still hopeful. AND my BB's are KILLING me. I actually asked DH if he would walk behind me and hold them up round the house, but he suggested I put a bra on. Now where's the fun in that?? I know sore BB's could mean the witch is coming, but in the past, that was a sure sign of a BFP for me.:pray:
So, my next post my be my result as I have running round to do in the morning. At least that will keep my mind off the phone call to come.
Night all
Hugs Bel
:pray::pray::pray::pray::pray::pray::pray:
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Good luck for today babe - I'm at a conference all day - but I'll be waiting to find out the good news
Hi Bel, well today's the day, I am so excited for you, I just know it will be the news you wish for, hoping and praying for you, good luck and fingers crossed!
xx
Bel I'm thinking of you today. Good luck :goodluck:
Hi Ladies,
Thanks for you thoughts. Sorry for delay in getting to you - have been having cyber space issues.
My ET was good on Monday. Transferred one Blastocyst - & 2 frozen. (one other made it to balstocyst but not suitable to freeze so it was discarded & another deteriorated on the way).
Am not liking the nightly Crinone routine... & am in a bit of a panic as have been having cramps. I am trying to be positive & am trying to convince myself that they are a side effect of the Crinone....
My blood test is booked for 22/08/08... too many days to go....:( I am not patient at all...
Sending you my best wishes & prayers.
BEL - special wishes to you :lol:
Hi everyone,
Thanks for all the well wishes.
STILL no answer. I have just got home. Been running round like a mad woman.
My SIL is getting married on Saturday and her one of her bridesmaids is in hospital in Sydney sick, so I'm stepping in. After my BT at 8 am I had to drive an hour and a half to get the dress, go buy the shoes and then drive an hour and a half home. THEN, had to go to the dressmakers so the dress could be altered to fit me.
Am buggered...and only slept about 3 hours. Worried myself sick all night.
Will post my results when I can
Hugs Bel
Hi Bel, been thinking of you all day and am sitting at my desk with my fingers crossed :pray: for you. At least running around would have taken your mind off your test. Take care of your self and we are hear when you need us, xx