AAAAHHHH!!!!! I am going crazy already. I am finding it impossible to think of anything other than "was that a twinge" " was that a cramp" "ooh that pain felt a little different" "that was definately on the right side"...........HELP!
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AAAAHHHH!!!!! I am going crazy already. I am finding it impossible to think of anything other than "was that a twinge" " was that a cramp" "ooh that pain felt a little different" "that was definately on the right side"...........HELP!
hi everyone,
sorry for no personals.
i am out this month. AF came yesterday with full force (cd24)
was really confident this month as i was having weird breast feelings.
but i am now putting it down to all the hormone balancers and vitex i am taking. Bugger!!:wall:
anyway's, goodluck to you all and will see you again in 2 weeks time, for another TWW!!!
hugs and tonnes of BABY Dust for you all!!
:bluedust:
Kitty, I am sorry cycle buddy. Is that normal for you to get AF on CD24? See you back here soon.
Mollygirl, it can drive us crazy hey! I have learned that our bodies have things going on all the time but during the TWW our senses are heightened to them and then our mind takes over with the over analysing. Perhaps you can record it all in a journal at least to get it out of your head, and then when you know the outcome you can come back and see what you were experiencing at any one time. I find that works for me sometimes.
Thanks Dusty - I have to admit I actually told my best friend earlier this week, prior to my transfer, that if i was to mention anything about feeling AF symptoms or dull aches or anything along those lines, to slap me because in the week leading up to my transfer i would have sworn on my life that AF was coming because of the cramping and aches i was feeling. Now obviously that was impossible but it just goes to show that even whan we think we "know" our body's pains and signs, that there is activity going on inside all the time and you are definately right about the overanalysing of everything during the TWW.
Now.... if only i could take my own advice....lol
DITTO! i was sure af was on her way the days before my TF, this is freaky! are you reading my mind molly?:
Loula - it is starting to freak me out a little too! Please please please let it be our turn!!!
also just saw in your sig that if you add up all your OI as well it makes it your 12th cycle? am i right?:
Look at my sig too! lol
i have every thing crossed for all of you i hope to see some bfps very soon
Afternoon Ladies
I know I haven't been making much noise this time round but I have been lurking.
Sammiejam :hug: what a rollercoster you have been on, so sorry about the BFN, hope you have better luck next time.
Loula Keeping fingers crossed this is the sticky one for you.
Sazzafrazz So sorry about BFN really thought this was the one for you :hug:
Dusty I was shocked to see you back in here hope it isn't for too long and you can move back to the PALTTTC thread again.
JBM Good luck with your next cycle.
Mollygirl1977 and Murph01 Good luck with BT next week.
Lianne1 :welcome: Good luck with TWW
Kittycat27 :hug: So sorry AF showed, keep up the positive thoughts.
Smithy How you going, good luck with your first FET this year, hope it is your last.
AFM Well I am out this time AF showed up today 9 days early I will ring my FS tomorrow and let her know but I think I am going to take a break till my appointment with her on 5th March where I will talking to her about moving onto IUI's so I guess I will say Good luck ladies hoping you all get your long awaited BFP's soon.
9 days early! are you sure its af and not implantation bleed? i know people post about it:
hoping the best
Hey Loula it would be great if it was Implantation bleeding but it's not way too much of it and dark colour not light I think it is early because I didn't have Pregnyl booster shots this time around and I have noticed when I have the Pregnyl shots it tends to make AF stay away till she is due. Thanks for the thought though.
sounds like a short LP to me, have you spoken to your FS about it - maybe you need extra P4 support? GL:
good luck to all those in TWW, see you in here soon. got scan tomorrow morn to see when o is going to happen, can't wait for this FET !!
hi to all
AF arrived for me this AM, very upset and devastated.
I really thought this was it.
Anyway, taking a few months off from TTC. It has become all consuming and there have been more than a few comments from various people who care about me that I'm not as much fun as I was.
That's totally unacceptable to me.
Good luck to all.
May you all get your BFP's this year.
Hugs
S X
Just a quick question for all you serial POAS girls. How many DPO do you wait before you start test? I want to be strong and resist the temptation but i know i am kidding myself.
Like a few other writers I'm in Day 10 and really trying hard not to test.
I'm still having all the symptoms mentioned before but add "don't want to get out of bed, go to work, deal with anyone" but I forced myself this morning and a warm chi tea is calming my way into today.
I think the scarriest thing about the test either by GP or home is what if. I did it last time and it was BFN. I was crushed, I guess I'd rather hear it from the GP this time, cos at least I will know know, there's always that feeling that the home one may be off. So if it's BFN I'll still have hope and I have to wait till monday anyways.
This TWW is driving me batty. I don't think any time is the same, last time with a fresh cycle I felt better by now but with little frostie in I'm still feeling the full force of symptoms.
I almost lost my cookies in the mall yesterday buying chicken fillets. I was good with red meat but when the lady handed them to me I turned to JH and said, "you'd better take these" he's been so good, I think he must see me going green and steps in.
Good luck to all those taking an early peek, fingers crossed for you
:)
hi lovely ladies..
firsly big hugs to those who have received a BFN...it's really tough and I hope your turn comes soon.
to those waiting...fingers crossed!!
sorry no personals, but I am lurking and following your progress and sending you my very best
Emma
xx
Hi lovely ladies
I have been lurking but didn't post because somehow in my head if I posted then I was admitting that I was on a cycle and then it was doomed to failure (my head is clearly not a pretty place at the moment - I burst into tears on the weekend because a plant in my garden died - apparently I "kill everything" - but DH did exactly the right thing - he didn't say anything and got me chocolate and didn't comment when I ate the whole block. Don't worry though everything looks better in the light of a good sleep)
But I have to scream from the rooftops (in a silent manner as I am here at work). It is 3:15 and I STILL HAVENT HAD MY PHONE CALL!
OK yell over - I know that you can all understand. I will get back to starring at my phone willing it to ring :)
OK first things first - sorry about all the selfish me posts of late. But here i go again.......
I am only 4 days into the TWW and i am an absolute mess. I may as well not be at work as I am getting nothing done, don't want to talk to anyone, don't want to know about problems etc etc. I have been strutinising every single twinge, cramp, pain and now all i am feeling is that heavy dull ache that i normally get a week before AF. It is taking all my strength not to just ball my eyes out (can't believe how emotional i feel right now) seriously all i want to do is curl up in a ball and cry my eyes out!!!! I am so sick and tired of this!!!
So sorry for the rant - i know it is completely irrational but i can't help it.
big hug molly...it's not easy..maybe acupuncture or meditation would help you through
Just a quicky post.
Mollygirl, ignore all symptoms. I know this is so hard to do, but just tell yourself it is the progestrone talking, it just can't be AF pains this early, you are still PUPO. I hate it when people tell me to just think positive, because it is so hard, but at least this will make you feel better. This is only the 2nd transfer after your tube op right? You are in the best place with the best chance that you have ever been. We are all praying :pray: and hoping :goodluck: and sending you positive thoughts :crossfingers:. I hope this is the one for you, I am doing my best to visualise a BFP and am counting down the days with you.
Muppity - OMG does this mean you are on BT day? I hope your cycle went well, have you POAS? Getting to BT day is a very good sign. You must post as soon as you get your news so we can all celebrate with you. Praying it is a BFP for you.
Loula, how are you going? I hope the TWW is treating you well. :crossfingers:
Murph, what about you. I hope the recent run of BFPs rubs off on you all. :goodluck:
Greenslw, GL, not long to go now!
Sue, so sorry to hear AF arrived. It is never easy. I hope you are ok.
Wishingbaby, 9 days early! What is going on? Is this normal for you? Sorry to hear AF arrived.
JBM, bring on the FET hunny, I hope this is the one for you.
Possums, thinking of you.
AFM, I am CD4, not even in the TWW and am obessing already, I think I take the medal. I have just spent the last hour trying different pregnancy tickers to work out which one I like best so I am ready for my BFP this month. Tomorrow I am officially 0 days pregnant. Insane! I am counting down the days until my scan next Tue for my FET this month, ET hopefully around the 14th March. Yeehaa! :dance:
Sending all lots of sticky positive vibes, can't wait to join you. Hugs xx
So, apparently the reason my call was so late was becuase I was the only bad news for the day. I am sure that she didn't mean it like that and I can fully understand from her end that you leave the hard one until last but it kind of rubs salt into the would that every other phoen call she made today was good news :(
Am jumping right back on the bandwagon though so should be back here in a couple of weeks. And not lurking this time :)
Muppity hugs hun, sorry, i think all nurses must play by that rule! at least my clinic, every time i got a BFN i was chasing their calls every time i got a faint BFP they had called me before i even think about it.
You are a strong women to get back on and i wish you all the very best and look forward to seeing you back in here soon. x
Molly - POAS!! Ok we will make a pac! either we stay well away (sorry cant do that) lol or we set a date together, however as yours were blasties you will be further ahead than me! what do you think i was going to do Thursday this week, still very early but hey i did one today lol
Loula - i tell you what, we will both POAS on Thursday morning ok!
I have to say that i am not feeling too confident at the moment but i will continue to at least try to think positive thoughts.
:hug: Muppity. Damn those late phone calls.
We will be welcoming you back in here, no lurking ;), in a few weeks.
Sue, sorry hun, I was so hoping it was a BFP for you.
Molly and Loula do whatever gets you two through, even if it is downloading in here. That is what this thread is for!
BDT, hey sweetie, loving your vibe and positivity. I must remember the 0 day pregnancy rule if there is ever a next time.
:hello: to all the TWWers.
xx
Ok been checking a few things out on line and it appears that 10DPO is the best time to do a POAS but could still be wrong so Molly you would be up befor me
My 10DPO would mean Friday and i think yours would be Wednesday so i still think sticking to Thursday is pretty even, lets see if we can hold out.
My tell tail signs are my BB and nothing happening yet, still going south! lol even on 400mg on P4 support!
Loula - i think i will stick with the thursday plan, unless you want me to wait till friday (1 extra day won't kill me)
Firstly I want to send big :hug: to Sue and Muppity so sorry this wasn't your month hope you are both back in here soon.
All you other lovely ladies :goodluck: and :crossfingers: that this is your turn.
AFM After reviewing my cycle I have relised I made a mistake with my earlier post AF arrived only 6 days early not 9 days like I originally thought, I rang FS office today and let them know that she had arrived and that I was also taking a break from all the drugs till my appointment next week and the nurse seem to be happy with that so now it is just a matter of waiting till next week and hopefully moving onto IUI's.
Mollygirl, Loula, go the POAS! Crossing all my fingers for you both for Thurs
Dusty, hope your natural TWW is going by speedily, good luck, I hope you get the best surprise
Wishingbaby, GL with your FS appointment
Muppity, so sorry to hear your news, I hope to join you in the TWW also
Hugs to all, can't wait to get here myself. :dance:
to you girls about to POAS BEST OF LUCK i hope you see 2 very bright lines
thinking of you all who have missed out this month:hug:
Hi Ladies. Getting ready to join you again. IUI scheduled for tomorrow morning! Bit worried as according to FS I ovulated yesterday!! She's told me not to panic.....I'll see you in here tomorrow as I start the hardest 2 weeks of every month!!
Hi Girls,
Sue and Muppity so sorry not your month.
To everyone else still holding out - best of luck and do whatever gets your through and don't worry about how irrational it may seem.
Apologies no more personals, will try and log in again soon x
AFM - Transfer of last 2 frosties yesterday - am so ridiculously busy in this TWW that I am almost trying to forget about it and focus on other things. It seems each TWW I try a new approach - Have been positive, negative, obsessive - you name it. Now I am just trying to be like "you know whatever...." hmm it's only day 2 lets see how long this lasts. May give a few of you a good laugh anyway :lol:
sweet dreams and hugs to all
x
ps did i mention I now have a new routine after I go to the bathroom each time - rub my tummy lovingly hmm - weird:doh:
Hey girls
Just popping in to see how everyone is going.
Fingers crossed for everyone :)
Ok girls so I'm in a 10am today for my IUI and then I'll be finally in the TWW again! Poor DH will be in shortly doing his thing!! (I shouldn't laugh!) I'm really excited to hit this next stage and at the same time I'm desperately trying to plan things for DH and I to do to keep our minds off it! Good Luck to everyone else. All the best for your TWW :hug:
well i am now officially in the TWW. Final blood test is on Friday 13 March!!!! Scarey!! Well it was an interesting IUI as well. Last cycle DH produced 12 million A grade swimmers. This cycle was 30 million B grade swimmers. So what does that mean? What's the difference between A and B grade???
good luk girls i hope you get your bfps ..
aleenta and baby2bee :crossfingers::stickyvibesgirl:
Hi lovely ladies
Boy it is quite in here. Even though I am not in my TWW yet, I am still lurking.
Mollygirl, I hope you are feeling ok, please don't be discouraged yet, there is still a chance. Did you end up POAS? I am hoping and praying for you for your BT next week, stay strong.
Loula, how is the TWW treating you. Did you POAS? I thought you said maybe today. If so, I hope it showed you what you were hoping for. We are all standing by for more news. Hugs.
Smithy, not long for you now, I am counting down the days with you for my FET too. Wishing good luck for us both.
Baby2Bee, GL for your TWW, I hope it brings you a BFP. The 13th March is the best date, it is the day I hope I will do my ET, bring it on.
Aleenta, GL to you too, sounds like a lovely routine. Hope those embies are snuggling in.
Muppity, hope to see you in here again soon, for the last time, fingers crossed.
Best of luck to all of you. Me, I am CD7, still waiting waiting, lurking lurking, my day 12 scan is next Tue, I hope I will have some firmer dates from there. This endless waiting is so hard.
Hugs to all
;)BABY DREAMTIME...
good luk to you to hunny and thank you for thinking of me
cant wait to hear how your scan goes are you doing a nat fet this time ??
GGGGOOOOOOO EEEEMMMBBBIIIEEEESSSSS
Just wanted to send a shoutout to all girls in tww at the moment.
I'm still lurking, still praying and still wishing you all the best.
Won't be back on here til March myself.
hang in there girls....
oxox
:pray::pray:
Baby dreamtime I agree, it certainly is quiet in here.
Loula - i am still parying for you that maybe you just tested a bit early and there is stil a chance
Murph - how are you going, have you succumbed to the POAS yet? Good luck for Monday
To anyone else in the TWW - good luck and stay positive
AFM - pretty certain its all over for me...again.... AF cramping started Wed night and has continued. And believe me, I know this pain. It is so bad that it keeps me awake most of the night. It seems to be worse when i lay down so i end up having to get up and walk around during the night. This is pretty much what happens to me every cycle. Usually i won't start to bleed until i stop the progesterone pessaries. I find the whole process of having to continue the estrogen tablets and pessaries when you know its over, like rubbing salt in my wounds!!!