Too Scared to test

[LumpyLove]

I just need some support I think.

I am petrified about taking a pg test. This time i just have my hopes up too high,

Every month i feel that disappointment of only one line but this month i just have made myself believe its the one. Now im trying to talk myself out of that notion but its not working so I cant get myself to use a test.

My cycles are not regular. Anything from 30 - 40 days . My lmp was 24th May.

I feel really blah but am not sure if thats because I have had a cold.

Does anyone else get themselves in t his rut?

[aussienic]

I did last year and I took a test on CD 44 but af arrived the following day...

I had really odd cycles before this pregnancy... Good luck,.. Try and hold out a little longer.. hard I know.. IMO it is better to just get AF rather then see one line.. thats how I felt anyways. I was always so so disappointed with one line but if I went to the toilet and got AF I was more able to deal with it

[{sarah}]

Welcome back Kayla, long time no see! I hope you & all the kids are doing well, how's Nixee going?

Anyway on to the topic at hand - yes absolutely!! I was so convince last cycle that I was pregnant & sadly nope, not to be & now we're headed into IVF. I think you're far enough past your 40 days of your longest cycle to test. Fingers crossed for you babe

[LumpyLove]

Hi Sarah

We are all ok. I kind of ran away while i had a meltdown. I ended up having that period for 382 days. It almost cost me my marriage and my sanity. I was soo looped out over it. I mean its bad enough having one for the once a month but everyday for over a year!!!

Ohhhh goodluck with the ivf , Il be thinking of you

Well i tested and it was negative but still no period and still heaps of symptoms. I think i have talked myself into this one. aarrrggggghhhhh

[Muppity]

I work on the theory that if you do the test at least you know - I personally think the agony of not knowing is far worse.

Good luck.

ETA - Oops! We were posting together. Lets hope that if the symptoms persist then it was just a bit early

[{sarah}]

OMG 382 days, how on earth did you manage? Did they ever figure out why?

What a PITA ridiculously insanely long periods & now nothing. No wonder you went a little bit loopy over it. I hope it doesn't arrive for a good reason

[LumpyLove]

I didnt manage very well and the cost of pads for that long believe it or not was financially damaging.

No explanation as to why though i felt like i lived at the womens hospital.

I still feel like somethings different this month . Dont ask me to pinpoint it though because i couldnt

Do you think its possible even with a negative test? THe test is el cheapo its a first response 3 pack i picked up at safeway.

[{sarah}]

I'd say it's still possible even with the negative.... Good luck hun.

[{sarah}]

How are you going now Kayla?

[Tashie87]

I do it all the time and then when it comes up neg I cry

[Tashie87]

And currently am in the same situation took a test it come up neg got a blood test come up neg but something just feels different an I'm 22 days late from my last expected period. I hope and pray for you that you are I know how it feels to want something and it not happen =[
But yes you still can be preg with negative tests as I didn't show up for my mother till she was 6 months pregnant