Chris - I really hope things brighten up for you - and don't feel bad about thinking about induction I'm sure that you're just worried about the baby's well being and taking so many meds can really play with your mind.

Try and take some time for yourself and take each day as it comes - maybe you need to change the ticker to one that calculates in days - I think it's a lot less daunting when you you look at in days - especially when its well under 100 days