Kim - Rest up hun, I am so glad to read that your little bubba is ok and the bleed isnt from the placenta. Also so very glad they are keeping a close eye on you. Lots of hugs.
I have been reading all the blogs and I feel at home. So many woman have walked in my shoes and that has brought me much comfort. This is my first posting.
Last month I lost my baby boy after the 25th week of pregnancy, diagnosed with Placental Abruption. I had so many complications and the symptoms just got worse and worse. After a difficult night, little Kathan was born on 4th Dec '08 morning. He had his daddies ears and fingers and his mummies hair. Unfortunately his little lungs could not cope with the air of our world and passed away with the most peaceful expression.
Words cannot describe the incredible emptiness and anguish of leaving the hospital without our precious baby in our arms. However even through the tears, we have felt a real sense of peace during this period. I remember on the morning after, as my husband and I lay in the hospital bed, the most soulful version of Silent Night bellowed through the hospital corridors. How wonderful that our angel found ways to communicate to us. Kathan?s life was complete at 25 weeks and we feel blessed to have been touched by this tiny soul. We know in time that our hearts will grow strong in this broken place.
To experience intense love and pain in a single moment is hard to capture in words. Strong faith and a wonderful marriage has brought me into the new year with renewed hope. Life is starting to feel 'normal' again and my uneasy state is diminishing.
It is with a sincere heart that I thank you all for sharing your stories with me.
Kim - best of luck and rest, rest, rest!
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!! I hope your kidney clears up too.
Love and pain in a single moment...
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