DaintreeDream - Thankyou for your reply, Im so glad all turned out good for you after having them want to bring your little girl into the world so young. She was a very healthy weight when she was delivered thats great. Im glad they let you get as far as you did. I have already had two small bubs so I am worried about the size of this little one, and I know that it is only an estimate that they give, but as for little V they told me she was small at about 37wks and est weight was about 2.4kg approx for a 32wk bub, we had another u/s the following week and they said she weighed 2.9kg and she was delivered a few days later, weighing only 2.38kg, so the second u/s was out. I worry if they deliver this one too early and he/she is too little, how would the bub cope. I also dont wont to risk bubs life either. I am so all over the place atm, its ridiculous.
I will speak to V's pead at the end of the month and see what he thinks too, as more than likely he will be the one coming in and checking on bubs when he/she arrives, and he also know alot of the history with V. He mentioned to me last time that I should mention that I have had 2 small bubs born at term before, which I have on several occassions so they can take it into consideration, but I have to say I am at a point to which I dont know on which way to turn. What if this bub is actually suffering, (which I also worried V was) and we do nothing, or if the bub is just a small bub and all is ok but they want him/her out too early, and that wasnt the right decision. IYKWIM.
Im worried about how the GD is affecting bub even when born, Im worried that all that has reared up this time, along with the GD, thyroid has caused bub to be small. I also worry like I did last time with V that the aspirin when stopped didnt do her any favors, and maybe stopped working for her, which at the beggining this time they were considering clexane due to V's BW. So with everything put together, I do worry about this bub. Just my stupid body has played up quite abit this time unfortunately, so feeling like a bit of a failure.
Anyway, sorry for the ramblings, just trying to get things off my chest too, lol. Yet I am honestly so glad all turned out for you, and it does give me hope this time, yet giving V's size, it still sits there in my mind. I just dont want this bub to go through what V has. I guess time will tell. I just hope I make the right decision, if I am faced with it.

Thanks again hun. hugs. It really does help hearing some positive stories.