i haven't celebrated my birthday in 4 years, and i was really looking forward to my party this saturday, yesterday out of nowhere i got severe flu symptoms, i've never had sypmtoms like it - i was in agony with cramps etc.

i went to the drs last night, and he said i definately have influenza, we find out on monday if it's the swine strain.

i really should cancel my party hey - it's outdoors but there;s going to be pregnant women and children there... bugger it.

what would you do?

also, do you think i should be off quarantining somewhere away from my babies??