DPs nan Is 89, lives in her own home with FIL living in a bungalo out back.
Fir some time now I've had a 'feeling' she will pass before turning 90 and that it will be on or around DD1s birthday.
This morning I spoke with FIL and nan is not well again, he's looking into permanent care, she's vomiting & not able to take her medications
and now I just can't shake that feeling of dread.

She's been up & down for years, this just feels different to me, I feel heavy & almost sick.
Please just tell me it's my mind playing tricks.


Sent from my iPhone, more than likely while I should be doing something else!