Normally I am really good at analysing my dreams and working out what fears they came from, but last night has stumped me.
I was working as a midwife with a woman who was having a termination, and it was my job to support her. I gave her lots of cuddles but then the drugs came (in injection form) and I accidentally stabbed the doctor who brought them to me in the finger before injecting the women. She got very distressed until the ghost of her ex husband (not her present husband, nor the father of the baby she was pregnant with) turned up and brought with him the deep blue wedding dress she had worn then they married. She got into the dress and calmed down.
Then I was suddenly at home and speaking to my sister on the phone. The whole time I was getting up/walking around/cleaning my house/etc and then I would realise that I was still in bed and I couldn't open my eyes, so I had hallucinated getting up but I was still talking to my sister on the phone. After I hung up the phone I tried to open my eyes and get up but they wouldn't work.
well.. Im not real good, but thought I would use my powers for good and give you a reply..
they say other people in the dream are actually other aspects of ourselves... so is there something going on that you feel you have to finish or end, but part of you still wants to hold on? even though you know its for the best? Blue is a calming colour, and your wedding is meant to be a happy good time, so would make sense those things were reassuring..
and I always have dreams where I think im awake and get out of bed and do stuff and then realise that im still in bed, or while im doing stuff im trying to open my eyes but cant, (makes me think im trying to open them irl.. no idea what that normally means...
Hmm, not anything that I can think of that I have to end. I get that the pregnancy aspect was just because of my work but TBH things are all starting just now (I'm starting my career, we're starting to investigate a move to Canada, etc) so nothing that needs to come to a halt.
But I'm glad I'm not the only one who has the dreams about being unable to open their eyes. TBH now that I think of it I used to have these dreams all the time and only when we were planning a big international move, so I guess it is a fear of the unknown thing, because I can't see clearly what is coming at me? Maybe, lol.
might be re: to that, (abotu the not being able to open eyes), I get them all the time, and then I get paranoid that maybe i was sleep walking...as long as i do it all in bed its fine!
pregnancy and new life is meant to represent a new idea, so maybe your thinking of moving, everything will be new... are you 2nd guessing it? in terms of her having a termination, maybe part of you isn't sure about going?
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