Rach, I just wanted to send you some . Yesterday must have been so hard for you, but I hope you enjoyed the day, I was thinking of you.
I am not sure what the dreams mean.... maybe there is so much emotion, both joyful and sad, still in your heart from losing your angel Lilli, that it is stirring up these polar opposite dreams. I pray for your baby to be born healthy and strong. I am hoping that the dreams are just your way of processing all the happiness and heartache you must feel around your pregnancy. Sending you lots of love and good wishes for a healthy pregnancy and a healthy strong baby.