Family recarnation??

[*Sparklez*]

well to give you a little background i was raised by my nan from birth till i was 6 yrs old due to my mother having me at 15 and being single she couldnt handle me and still wanted to enjoy her teenage hood.. when my mum came and got me she had given birth to my brother and she was 21..
i had never met her before and never realised she was my mum, the reason she came back was because my nan wanted to adopt me and legally become my mother but i always knew in my heart she was..
when my mum took me i ran away at 12 and went back to my nan and stayed there till i met my ex DH...
my nan died in 2008 of cancer and it felt like i lost my mum i was depressed and losing it..
i couldnt handle she was gone.. i was actually 12 weeks preg when she passed and when i would visit her she would tell me your having a girl... already having 3 boys she was hoping to meet this one and meet this little girl she promised me i would have.
my nan passed 3 days later and within 4 days of her passing i miscarried not knowing if it was due to the stress and depression or if it just wasnt meant to be without her, after that i lost 2 more pregnancies, all before 12 weeks..
when i fell preg with DD last yr i promised her it was going to be a girl and prayed that she would look after my little girl as i wanted her to come to me on her bday..the date i was due for my dd
when i found out my baby was a girl i broke down and cried as i was having dreams of the days my nan kept promising me it was a girl and that she would be gorgeous and look like me as a baby.. and how much she would cherish this little girl the same way she did me...
after having dd i put my nan's name as her middle name as i promised i always would.. and also got her name tattooed on my neck before i put my scarf on so she is always with me..
my mum and my dd dont get along lol as funny as it sounds mum was meant to have dd the other night so i could go to a fundraiser and i ended up having to leave to go get her she just wouldnt settle... my mum and nan had a very strained relationship.. every time my mum goes near her amali always gets a sour look in her face just like my nan used too..
so much i cant write due to taking up so much time but my question is do you think my nan is in my little girl??
or do you think im just seeing things that i want to be there/..

P.s my dd was born on my aunties bday who died in 2002 of cancer on mothers day who also helped raise me once my mum took me