5 years ago today

**Lisa** · February 21st, 2011, 12:53 PM

5 years ago today we said hello & goodbye to our sweet, tiny angel baby Noah.

So much has changed in the 5 years since he was born, but one thing has remained the same - I miss my baby.

Before Noah I had a life that I thought was close to perfect. When Noah died, my life blew up. I picked up the pieces of the life I once had and slowly put them back together, only to find that the pieces were now different and each piece was missing a little something. When the life puzzle was put back together it somewhat resembled the life I once had, but all those pieces with little bits missing joined up to make a gaping hole right over my heart. There is nothing I can do to fill that hole, but remembering & loving my son makes it feel like I can live with this hole forever.