Thanks for the kind words Jayde it means a lot. Not many people really understand what its like until they have been through it. I think that because I already have two children people cant understand why I would be upset about what has happened, but we have always wanted a large family and it's been heartbreaking. I think this may be it for me now though if this pregnancy is ok it has been as you know a fairly traumatic time and I don't know that i would like to go through this all again. Only time will tell.

Sending you all the love and luck for a new baby for you. It took me about 14 months post removal to keep this pregnancy so far so, I am really hopeful for you too just make sure you look after you and your body and get yourself in a good place.

Will be in touch via this thread to let you know how everything progresses. Thanks again for the reply xx Emma