The words of the doctors still echo in my head, "there is no medical reason as to why this Ectopic Pregnancy occured." Mind you, people are hinting that, since this is baby number 3 and you already have a beautiful boy and girl, well, perhaps this is now the time to stop.

The internal bleeding started at my Year 11's Presentation Ball, mid-cycle bleeding they said. The irony was, I didnt know I was pregnant until they had to perform an emergency operation 48 hours later, as the tube had ruptured and pelvic bleeding was occuring.

No one said anything about 'pathology' or pulling my baby to pieces to 'examine' for causes. No one told me what the hospital will do with the remains, how they 'thoughtfully dispose' of the 'remains'.

What happens when there is nothing to blame? When your ovaries are ok, and your tubes were free of clots, and you didnt have an STI. What, do you get angry at?

Thanks for taking the time to listen to me vent. I do appreciate it. One who teaches our youth to find the answers, this one doesnt have one.

Kindest regards

Teaching Mum