In denial, and I plan on staying there......

[Pretty Butterfly]

I woke up to bleeding and cramping........

I havent told Adam.
Its old blood, but it was with my last two babies because they had already passed.

So I am ignoring it.

I flatly refuse to go back to the hossy, again, for them to say "Sorry", again.

I will wait and see.

I am praying its just one of those things, and it could very well be the second sac that didnt develope properly.

But for now, I dont wanna know. I WILL NOT KNOW, now, today.

I just cant.

We havent told a single person IRF, not even my bestie.

So for now its just me. And I will decide if/when I need to tell Adam, or go to hossy.
They cant do anything for me, and I REALLY dont wanna be there.

So my day will go on, I will be panty-checking every 2 minutes, and praying. Lots.

But I had to tell someone........

[Bumperstump Cummerbund]

Oh Jodie I'm so sorry you have this stress, I'm sending so many good thoughts and strength your way

[Tinks]

[Jennifer13]

Thinking of you today, hun.

[Just Me]

Keeping everything crossed for you at the moment.

[~Hestia~]

So sorry darling, massive hugs.

[*Belle*]

ohhh no hon I am thinking of you xxxx, couldnt look at your scan hon as im not your friend on FB will pm u

[Jewel]

Big massive

[human bean]

thinking of you and praying all is okay

[MummaSue]

Hope that you're ok xxxxx

[*Efjay*]

I hope everything turns out ok for you xoxox

[Liviam]

Oh hun We are here for you every minute

[ElleJay]

[beckoes]

sending you big hugs and hoping that the day pans out better for you.xxx

[alicia]

[toomanyshoes]

[Khaleesi]

[Melbournemumma]