Just feeling overwhelmed today. My friend had her baby today. She is the fourth baby born in the last 3 months to one of my close friends. All us five girls were pg and all due within 3 months, well now the last baby was born today, due just 2 weeks after my angel was due and it really, really stings. I know it shouldnt, but its killing me today. Im so happy for all my friends, they deserve their babies but I cant help feeling cheated that Im the one going back to my Obs on Thursday to find out if the next lot of testing will reveal any reason for my recurrent m/cs. Im still not over the fact that the cromosomal testing showed a perfect baby girl, but my stupid body couldnt hold on to her.

Feeling so lost tonight, when I should be over the moon for my gorgeous friend. This just sucks.