thread: Wow, he'd be 10 this year.....

  1. #1
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    Feb 2006
    NSW Central Coast
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    Wow, he'd be 11 this year.....

    Just been reminiscing and......If I had have been able to successfully carry my firt bub, he would have been 11 years old this year! I can't believe it's been more than a decade since I lost him. It feels like so much less time than that. He would have been born around this time. He was due the 10th of December. DH and my life would have been so different had the pregnancy gone on and he was been born alive.....wow.
    Last edited by MrsFabuloso; December 31st, 2009 at 07:30 PM.

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    Dec 2007
    Sunny Qld
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    I don't know what to say babe -

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    Jul 2009
    Australia
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    BIG

  4. #4

    Mar 2008
    Where dreams are now reality
    2,318

    What a hard thing you have endured with this loss, you are a very strong and amazing person! Big

  5. #5
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    Sep 2008
    In a cloud of madness.
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    hun
    A very strong person. xxx

  6. #6
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    Feb 2006
    NSW Central Coast
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    Thanks ladies. It's been a while since I thought about him, like really thought about the 'what if's' and I think I got a bit overwhelmed by the thought of it.

    I don't know about strong either. I wouldn't say I was strong. Not by a long shot! You just do what you do to get by.

  7. #7
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    Dec 2006
    In my own private paradise
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    huge hugs hun - i completely understand how you're feeling. our first angel should be celebrating his/her fourth birthday today. our lives would be so completely different if that angel had not grown it's wings

    i agree - you do what you need to just to get by. most days are ok, but sometimes it hits you very hard.

    thinking of you, and all the other angel mummy's as we enter the new year