I think im misscarrying :(

[Papillon]

I hadnt had a positive test yet, but i just felt inside i was pregnant with #3...

Then on wednesday night i had a really light pink spot on the toilet paper when i wipped, then last night i was having what i can describe as like minor contractions, combined with bright and i mean bright red blood with clots in it. Like little bits of kidney (sorry for tmi)

I have never misscarried before, and im still bleeding but its a little darker now, and slowing.... I am still cramping though but nothing like last night.

I feel so sad inside. Hubby agree's from what we have read (i researched symptoms this morning) i must be, and then he just seems all ok.. laughing and joking.... is it just me that feels so sad inside?!

sighs

I am in a hurry as he is waiting for me in the car but i just needed to post somewhere... talk to someone before i go out...

All i wanna do is curl up in bed

i dont even know why im posting really.. except i guess i dunno...

I dont know if i should even be upset.... i feel like maybe i dont have the right?! sounds silly i spose.... we wernt trying... as dh doesnt want #3 just yet... DS has just turned 1 and we have a 3 year old.... but i have been desiring it so much lately... guess that little ticker has gone off, and so now with this... feels like a kick in the guts...

SIGHS

[Lulu]

. It's an awful feeling no matter how far along, or if it was planned or not.
Let your hubby know you are down about it, so he lays off the jokes.

Have a hot drink and grab a doona xoxoxoxo

[butterfly_warrior]

I am so sorry you are going through this. It's horrible, and something nobody should ever have to endure. I have had two early miscarriages just like you described - the only relief was that the worst of the pain and bleeding only lasted for 1-2 days and then it was all over.

Menfolk deal with this sort of thing very differently to us. To DH, our early losses weren't real to him. He'd not gone through the physical sensations of early pregnancy, didn't KNOW that there was a baby... so as far as he was concerned, it was just like AF had arrived. The only difference to him was a little more grumbling about pain than usual from me. It's important to let him know that you are feeling sad, and don't appreciate the joking around, but it's just not possible for him to see this the same way as you... If I'd realised that earlier it would have saved DH and myself many arguments!

More for you.

BW

[smiles4u]

So sorry to say but yeh sounds like m/c symptons I have experienced

... My GP said ' you must ' always get yourself checked out asap when it has or appears to have happened

[babyonboard]

Oh Hun! Im sorry you have to go through it. My heart goes out to you. Make sure you get the support you need. Its such a tough time.

[Papillon]

thank you ladies... hugs xo

I ended up at a 24 hour clinic on friday night/early hours of sat morning, as the pain was not going away .. cramps ... and i had stopped bleeding fri morning then it started again fri night..

The dr was a moron!!! Made me mad i wasted my time!!!

He asked me did i have a period last month, inwhich i replied i did but it was different to normal which is why i thought along with my symptoms, i might be pg... he said "there is no way you were pregnant, this is just a break through bleed you will be fine" and then went on to give me sex ed!!

*insert angry face here* i am a nearly 30 odd mother of 2 with a husband i DONT NEED SEX ED!!!

I literally said whatever and walked out. I was so rude i know but ffs...

The pain continued into sunday afternoon... the bleeding well by sat morning was stopped again, i had nothing then around 11 am started agai but only for aout 3 hours.

Im so confused.

Im feeling so nausea's still, and my boobs have been hurting and having twinges just like what made me think i was PG.... and a couple of other signs.

I did a PG test on the fri night, why i dont know.. it was there so i just did it..... i sat and watched it working and it came up with a line in th eplace where a + shows (forelife test), but then faded away and by the time the 10 mins was up was gone. anyone else ever experience this????

is it possible i did misscarry?? or is it possible the bleed was due to something else???

i wanna go see my normal dr but at the same time, i dont feel like being made to feel like an idiot twice in one week, just in case she is of the same opinion :S