I think it's happened again

[Lynn]

Even though you didn't know you were pg when you lost her doesn't mean that what you did was the reason behind losing her. I know it is hard not to blame yourself (trust me I do it every day! ) you have to believe that there was nothing that you could have done differently.

The loss of a baby is very hard to deal with, even if you didn't know about her. You do now and you think about the what ifs. Your hormones are racing and so are your emotions. It is a lot to deal with and you are probably still in shock and asking yourself 'why me'. There is no answer, I've looked but I still ask myself every day. I hope as each day passes you gain a little more strength.

Thank you for asking about me and *Hope*. *Hope* is going well, growing beautifully with a nice strong heartbeat. As for me, well that's another story. It is such a hard journey full of emotions and fears. I'm having lots of scans to put my mind at ease and I'm just trying to remain positive and believe that this little bean is coming home.

Take care, thinking of you

[mrsaym]

Cruemum,

I was just reading your posts and wanted to tell you I am sorry for the loss of your little 'girl'.

Take care and look after yourself

Mich

xox

[cruemum]

Thanks everyone. Feeling much better today. Happily watching my two beautiful boys playing together on the floor.
:hugs: