I think it's time to admit it

Oh sweet, I'm so sorry :hug:

Thank you girls. Have now had my ultrasound, they did a normal one and a vaginal to make sure. But it's still measuring at 5w4d like my last scan two weeks ago (meant to be 9w3d).

I'll be following up with my GP on Friday but have been told to go back to the ED if I have excessive bleeding or bad pain in the meantime. I'm just starting to have a bit more bleeding now after just spotting all day. Am hoping things happen naturally though as I really don't want a D&C :(

What is best?

Totally up to you, but i preferred to let nature take its course. A D&C is pretty straight forward but i didn't really want to have an anesthetic and procedure done if it wasn't necessary. But it is a fairly simple procedure if you need to have one.

So sorry for your loss. :(

Really sorry to read your terrible news Cheezel Monster. :( :(

Please take care of yourself.

best wishes

n2l

So sorry for you loss CM. Take care of yourself and do what you think is best.

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so sorry cheezel monster :hug:

Aw:(

Take care hun, Im thinking of you:( Im so sorry!

Gentle :hug:
So sorry to hear this CM :hug: :hug:

Oh CM, so sad to read this. I've been thinking of you... :hug:

I'm very sorry to hear this, hun. :comfort:

Take care of yourself :hug:

no words, just hugs, CM :comfort:

Cheezel, I'm so sorry that you have gone through this. My heart goes out to you. xx

So sorry :hug:

Oh CM :(

I am so so sorry hun :hug: :comfort: thinking of you xxoo

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I'm so sorry hun :hug:

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I'm so sorry for your loss. What a rollercoaster of emotions it has been for you :comfort:

noo...
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I'm terribly sorry to hear the news. My deep sympathy to you. :(
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I'm so sorry to hear of your loss CM :hug:

Thank you girls. When I feel like I'm going through this alone, like no one understands me, reading your responses takes all that away.

It has been a rollercoaster. Part of my is a tiny bit relieved that I finally have an answer, that this will come to an end. Then I feel guilty for being relieved. Please don't get me wrong - I would rather have my baby but we've been so stressed and scared waiting to find out.

Today brings more pain and now clots. The best I can hope for now is avoiding a D&C but will discuss that with my GP tomorrow.

:grouphug: thank you again.

:hug: :comfort: You are certainly not alone CM, we are all here for you to lean on as much as you need.

Again, I'm so sorry this is happening to you, but don't feel guilty about your relief hun. It's been a tough few weeks for you and it's understandable you'd like answers. I hope you can take it easy and rest up :hug:

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I'm so so sorry for your loss :( :( :hug: xxx

More big :hug: coming your way CM. Please know that in these dark times you most certainly are not alone..We are all here to support you and offer you as many cyber hugs we possibly can muster. I hope the pain and bleeding eases soon :hug:

:hug: So sorry to hear of your loss :(

Hey CM,

Just checking in to see how you are doing. I noticed your post earlier today, I hope you are not in too much physical pain. x

Hey darl. I'm not in too much pain but am starting to feel a bit dizzy, I guess from all the blood loss I've had over the last few days. Luckily DH has taken time off work so I can just take it easy and rest up. I think it's all starting to back off now though.

Thanks so much for your concern :hug:

You were in my thoughts today cm. :hug:

Went to see my GP this morning, he's happy for me to carry on as I am while I'm comfortable. Seeing him again on Tuesday and will have another ultrasound closer to the end of the week.

He was really nice to chat to about the whole thing. He's been away and had caught himself up on the past few weeks before I went in which was a relief.

He sounds nice. Huge hugs babe :hug: :hug:

So glad to hear you have your DH with you & the support of our Dr. x

I'm sorry :(

Im glad your Dr is understanding and that your DH is home so you can rest.

Thinking of you sweety.:hug::hug:

Thanks again everyone. Yesterday was the worst I've had yet and seems to have eased right off by this morning.

Fingers crossed the worst is behind me.

Oh cheezel, I hate that you're going through this :( I'm hoping that the worst is certainly behind you and things start to get better soon :hug:

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CM big hugs, I do hope the worst is behind you. Thinking of you xoxo

So I had another ultrasound today and it was the best I could've hoped for - all gone and no need for a curette.

I feel the worst emotionally today. I think because there is no evidence of the pregnancy now, it's well and truly over. It's like he/she was never there. I'm left here all alone and empty.

I want my baby back :cry: I'm already getting the comments about trying again, I don't want another baby...I wanted this baby.

Aw love :( :hug:

Oh honey. It feels awful. :hug: :hug:

Oh sweety, massive :hug:.

Regards,
Dianne
Emmanuel born sleeping @24wks
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