Thank you karbear I really appreciate what you said xoxox a little validation helps.

I just watched some stupid show - and this lady un-expectingly gives birth in it - and I am sobbing like a baby I don't even know why it was a beautiful story. Just brings me to a sobbing mess...

Doesn't help that my ex is over laughing at me for crying over a show.

Ah I'm allowed to cry at a drop of a baby!