Just couldn't Hold on...

AJ, it sux big time and it is not fair at all. My thoughts are with you xoxo

Oh AJ I'm so sorry to hear this. Big :hug:

:cry: AJ we are all here for you sweety :hug:

AJ, I am so sorry to hear of your loss. :hug:

We are all thinking of you.

Thank you so much to everyone. I don't know what i would do without you all. I cannot imagine how you cope with losing a baby later in the preganacy - i hope that is something i never have to face. DH doesn't understand why i am spending so much time on the computer right now... But he isn't a talker - i need to get it all out and of course Belly belly is one of the best places to do this.

One good thing - i am having a few glasses of wine tonight - first time since TTC so about six months!!- gone straight to my head if i am honest.

I thought that it would hurt more, that there would be more blood - more physical stuff - i guess living with Endo for so many years this isn't that hard and it was only 5w and 1d so very early.

For those who say - why test so early - well i am glad i did - i knew i was pregnant anyway but having it confirmed meant a lot. Hopefully i won't have to go through this again but if i do as long as in the end i get a healthy baby i don't mind. This wasn't our time obviously.

I feel like that over the last two days after losing the pregnancy has made me grow up a lot more than becoming pregnant did and i do not think that is necessarily a bad thing....

AJ, so sorry to hear about your loss.

AJ, i am so sorry to hear of your loss.

So Sorry about your loss AJ. Thinking of you .

Oh AJ, I'm so terribly sorry that you've had to experience this. Huge hugs to you!!

Take care.

Angel.

AJ, this is just terrible.... BB helped me an enormous amount and I hope it helps you too.

Feel free to belt the first (and second and third) person to say "it must have happened for a reason".

Dear Aj
I am so sorry for your loss. I have been there and though I can't imagine your pain - I know how emotionally painful the loss of a :hug: precious wanted baby is. Thinking of you and hoping you find support here.

I hate seeing new posts in here, So sorry for you and your DH's lost AJ.
Be strong and keep positive.

AJ - you were on my mind over the weekend sweet heart - I was so sorry to hear or your news this morning. :grouphug:
We are all here for you to listen when ever you need us.

Sending hugs your way
Belinda

I am terribly sorry for your loss AJ, my thoughts are wiht you at this difficult time.

Take care of yourself,

AJ, Oh I feel awful for you at this time... I hope you gain some strength from talking & sharing in this site, it really helped me...


Gab, love ya ticker!

Thanks Trace, same to you!!

Aj, I'm very sorry to hear of your loss. Please feel free to vent whenever you need.

We're all here for you, :grouphug:
I'll add your little one to my prayers.

AJ,

Sorry to hear of your loss, you are in my thoughts.

Take care Leah