thread: Just couldn't Hold on...

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    BellyBelly Member

    Feb 2005
    Christchurch NZ

    Just couldn't Hold on...


    I only found out on tuesday of this week (26April) that we were pg for sure (+ve BT) - the first positive test dated back to the previous wednesday, and i was so excited but it is gone already now. I was in here on thursday looking at some of the other posts because i was terrified of loosing it and was looking to see if anyone had any warning it was about to happen... (i guess i had a premonition or something). My blood test HCG lebel on tuesday was really low 68- i thought that really odd at the time but was trying to be very positive, we all celebrated and told our immediate families and then yesterday morning i got up and everythin was fine then i had terrible cramping and lower back pain. When i went to the toilet next there was a lot of blood.We went up to the hospital - there was no point in doing a scan - took a blood test - level at 6.. and then just went home to cry for the day. One of the hardet things was having to ring everyone again to tell them.

    This has been the year from hell - first the fertility issues - then our dog dies and now this. One thing is that it is making DH and I a stronger couple, and i know everything happens for a reason - but why does all the ****ty things have to happen to us and all at once.

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    Breastfeeding mummy extraordinaire

    Sep 2004
    Sydney's Norwest

    Awww AJ, I am so sorry for your loss. Seems that you are really having a hard time atm. for you sweety.

    Take care

  3. #3

    Mar 2004

    AJ, I was so sad to see your name in this forum this morning. I'm so sorry for your loss, you really are having a bummer of a year aren't you. :hugs: :hugs:. I truly hope that things pick up for you soon. Don't forget that we're always here for you any time you need a cyber-shoulder to cry on.

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    Oh AJ I am so sorry to hear about the loss !!! Thinking of you all.


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    BellyBelly Member

    Aug 2003
    Melbourne, Australia

    AJ I am so sorry for your loss. I hope things start to feel better for you real soon.

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    BellyBelly Member

    May 2004

    AJ I am sorry to hear of your sad news

    You are in my thoughts.

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    BellyBelly Life Subscriber

    Jul 2004

    I am so sorry to hear of your loss. You and your family are in my thoughts.

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    BellyBelly Member

    Feb 2004
    Adelaide SA

    Aj i'm really sorry for your loss
    big for you sweetie

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    BellyBelly Member

    Oct 2004
    Back in Brisvegas :)

    AJ...I am so devastated to hear about your loss; I couldn't imagine the disappointment and pain you and your family are feeling.

    I guess all I can say is that whenever you might need us...we're all here for you!

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    BellyBelly Member

    May 2004

    Awww AJ, sweetie, I am so sorry to hear of your loss. HUGE If you ever need to talk you can email me.

    I am thinking of you and DH at this terrible time.

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    BellyBelly Member

    Nov 2004

    Sorry to hear of your loss.

    :hugs: and :smt058


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    kirsty Guest

    I am so very sorry to hear of your loss. I hope you are taking care of yourself & am sending hugs your way.

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    BellyBelly Member

    Feb 2004

    AJ - sorry to hear of your loss. Hugs to you and your family.

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    BellyBelly Life Member

    May 2004

    We're here for you AJ. Thinking of you

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    Fire Fly Guest

    Im so so sorry for your loss. Take it easy and give each other lots of support and talk when you need to.

    Dont forget the BB girls are here for you 24/7.

    Chin up darl

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    BellyBelly Member

    Mar 2005
    Bunbury, WA

    Oh darling, I was so sad to see this after being so happy that you'd concieved. JUst know that lots of use are thinking about you, and are real sorry for your loss. Take care of yourself.


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    Melinda Guest

    Oh AJ, I am SO sorry to hear about the loss of your little one. You must be heartbroken and devastated.

    We are all here for you, so if you want to chat, then we will do our best to support you at this difficult time.

    Thinking of you........

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    Registered User

    Mar 2005

    Oh AJ darlin' I'm so sorry for your loss angel.

    You and DH are in my thoughts now , I am here for you like we all are.