In Limbo....

[Sparkles]

After 10 months TTC #2, i started spotting on the weekend, not really spotting more like light pink coloured mucous, i began cursing my stupid cycle that AF was coming early again and my short LP was not improving. Although by sunday afternoon i began to think otherwise ( i had similar spotting with DS from 5-9weeks), so i tested and got a faint but definate BFP on a FR test (11DPO). Fast forward to monday and i had 2 bouts of red bleeding, not consistant just when i was on the loo. Took another test this morning (tues) and the line is noticeably darker, although woke to brown discharge followed by 2 more bouts of red blood today. I also have quite moderate cramping so i am feeling it is not good. Have dr's app at 12.30 tomorrow. Just had to tell my story & vent as i hate being in limbo and not knowing either way what is happening. I had a m/c before DS, the baby had anencephaly and died in utero at 13 weeks but i did not have ANY sign of m/c or bleeding & had a D&C so this is a completely different emotional roller coaster. I know i would only be 4 weeks but it's still our baby.......thanks for listening xx

[Kazzo]

hun. good luck tomorrow.

[OceanPrincess]

You're right, it's still your baby.

All the very best for tomorrow. Be kind to yourself.

[KitFaerie]

Of course it's still your baby! I hope you get the best news possible, good luck xo

[Maruschke]

I am hoping for your sake it is great news tomorrow. xoxo

[little_O]

I agree its you baby and you can justifiably have every necessary emotion!

Just as a suggestion, i had a strange thing, but without the bfp, happen to me and i rang the medical hotline and they give you a nurse to speak to? Maybe it might be good to have a chat with someone like that who might know more?

Thinking of you hun

[Charlotte91]

I lost a bub at 4 weeks, even though I'd not long found out we were expecting I was so heartbroken when I lost him.

Good luck.

[RainbowBrite]

FX for good news tomorrow.

[kristi14]

Sending vibes for good news xxx

[Tegam]

Limbo is horrid. Hoping for good news tomorrow

[RockingBaker]

[Sparkles]

Ok, so had a quantitive hcg blood test today, then one on friday, dr has promised she will call me on saturday with results. Then we go from there, with maybe more bloods and an US the week after. I have requested i have an US regardless of if i miscarriage or not as i got an infection after my D&C and that is also what the gyno diagnosed me with last month ( which may be just a conincidnec but after anti-bs i got pregnant!). He said once you get one for some reason you are more prone to them so if i do MCi want to make sure evrything has passed IYKWIM.
Bleeding & cramping seems to have settled this arvo, but it has tended to come in waves, so we'll just see what happens!!
Thanks guys for you support & hugs. will keep you updated!

[Maruschke]

I hope she calls with great news Saturday . Come on Santa, bring some good news.

[Sparkles]

Having a down day...feel in my heart this is not going to end well & if thats the case i just want to know. I know only time will tell but still this has ripped my xmas spirit out of me, not feeling vey joyous today!!
Just venting, i'll be right!

[Miss.B]

Oh hunni, sending you many hugs and thinking of you

[Maruschke]

That is understandable hun, hard to feel the christmas spirit when worried about your pregnancy

[Kazzo]

The waiting really does make it so hard. I hope that you get some good news tomorrow. Just hug that little boy of yours lots, I bet he has some great joy he can share with you ATM.

[Pretz]

Ah huge huge huge hugs honey!!!!!! I really hope and pray that everything will be ok and that you will have a sticky bub in there!! I hear ya on not feeling very joyous and in the spirit of Christmas and all at the moment. It might be over for me for this month but the waiting is KILLING me.......I just want to know already either so I can move forward which ever way it goes! It SUCKS to not know!

Thinking of you hun and if you want to chat/talk/vent, you have my no and you're welcome to give me a call anytime!

Lots of love, hugs and STICKY DUST to you!!

xoxoxo