Two miscarriages and twenty months of trying to conceive and still no pregnancy. Not sure how many more negative tests I can handle.

I have a good diet, take all the right vitamins and have been checked out by a fertility specialist. I know when I am going to ovulate and have records of all my cycle going back years and still nothing!! Every month, I think this is it, only to get my period. Of course my body likes to throw in a few late periods just to really play with my head.

I am surrounded by baby talk and pregnant announcements, but seriously enough is enough. I am so tired of getting my hopes up and being let down, but of course there is always that voice saying don't give up, this is your month and you jump back on the emotional roller coaster.

I have tonight got yet another negative result, which is the reason for my post.

Just very sad, disappointed and over it!