I am looking back today,wondering and sad thinking about my m/c in august. On the weekend i supported my mother while she gave birth to my sister, who should have been accompanied by my daughter, when we found out we were pg together, we thought that they were going to grow up together....being due only 10 days apart.
My baby was a little girl, i named her lily, and i wish she was here. This probably sounds bad because i am pg again, but the loss of her hurts me deeply still. She was a much loved, much wanted baby, and will always be the little girl i lost.
I will honor her today, and think of what might of been.
I love you lily
Love mummy xo
Even though you are pg again, you are allowed to grieve!!! Lily will always be a part of you and who you are, never feel bad for loving and missing her.
xx
It is natural to want things to be different. I think most people who have a miscarriage are sad on their due date. I'm very sorry for your loss of your little girl Lily.
Oh sweety, Im sorry today is so hard, even harder when your mum was due so close to your due date.
Huge hugs for you during this difficult time. It doesnt matter whether you are pg or not, you are entitled to feel sad and still mourn your little one that was lost.
DG- Thanks hun. It was hard, but it was good to be somewhere just for her. How have you been sweetheart? xo
MrsBexie- Thankyou, i really miss her.....your kind words really helped
Zaki&Amali- Thankyou for my hugs, and for your compassion and understanding xo
Mummabear- Thankyou hun, yeah, i found that too. Im already super emotional already!
Star- Thankyou for my hugs, sending you one back
Jaycee- Thankyou i really appreciate your , i needed them today.
MM- Thanks hun
sweetpeajan- Thankyou.... your right, everyone who has experienced a loss wants it to be different....Iv'e just let myself feel it today, and told myself thats ok.
Soph28 and Dianescruffy- Thankyou girls, i appreciate it xoxo
AND Jewel, thankyou for my hugs xo
Last edited by Yas; March 3rd, 2011 at 08:12 PM.
: adding Jewel
No way does it sound bad that you still miss your baby! I still and always will miss the ones that i never got to hold, we all will. I never means you dont love the one you have. Thinking of your Lily and you!
Amaunet- Thankyou hun. I hope she is watching over us.....my mum thinks she was taking care of herself and my 1 week old sister (they both almost died during delivery)....and maybe she was
Jayne- Thanks for my xxx
Bella29- Thankyou babe....I do have alot of support IRL and on BBeveryone is really supportive. I knew you just had a m/c, i am so sorry hun, it would be so raw right now I hope your recovering ok It's so horrible isn't it xxx
phebee- what date in august? How are you going sweetheart?
Tegam- Thanks hun, im sorry for your losses too xoxoxo
It would have been 5th August. I'm okay most of the time but it really varies. I know so many women who are expecting now. At least one announcement a week since my miscarriage. Not from here either. So that gets me down but then last week when DH's cousin had her baby I was totally happy for them and nothing else. So it really varies.
My baby was meant to be born today...
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I hope your recovering ok 
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