1 year ago today I had a scan that confirmed you weren't the 11w you were supposed to be, and in fact you had passed away - maybe 3 weeks earlier.

I will always remember the sadness I felt when I heard the sonographer tell me it didn't look good, and I have the films that show your little body with the arms and legs, suspended with no heartbeat.

You were so wanted, and even though, a year later we have little Hamish, know that we aren't replacing you, just replacing the holes in our hearts that you left when you died.

I'm sorry we didn't get the chance to know you, raise you and play with you, but we did love you, if only for a short time.