I called this my miracle baby for so many reasons...but mainly because I was told it died at 5.5w only to be shown a perfectly healthy baby (moving around on the screen) with a strong heartbeat at 8.5w. Everything was perfect...
Until I awoke to bright red bleeding this morning. I actually wasnt that worried. Ive seen a healthy heartbeat so the bleeding must be something else, surely.
But it wasnt . 2 separate abdominal u/s and one TVS u/s showed the baby's heart has stopped and is only measuring 9w, when I should be 10.5w. Report came back confirming 'fetal demise'.
I have a choice to have a natural m/c or D&C. I dont want either. I want my baby!!!! I cant go through this pain again after last time, but I know I have to. This time yesterday DH and I were talking about getting the spare bedroom ready for our baby. Now I cant even go in there, I have closed the door. Its just too raw right now.
Diamond Girl i am sooooooo sorry! i was just reading the august thread last night to my friend, telling her your amazing story! I am so sorry sweetheart!
Rest up xoxoxoxo
Last edited by Yas; January 24th, 2011 at 01:16 PM.
: out of respect
DG - im so sorry you have to go through this it is the worst, i unfortently lost my very first pregnancy to a miscarriage and i was 11wks it wasnt very nice as i did it all naturally i refused a D&C, but the way you are feeling i could probably recommend a D&C so you dont get more heartbroken by what you could possibly see (i wont describe as i dont want to upset you more) but it broke my heart so i could only imagine how you would feel as well
Please accept my thoughts and prayers for you and your DH right now
My Miracle Baby is gone....
. 2 separate abdominal u/s and one TVS u/s showed the baby's heart has stopped and is only measuring 9w, when I should be 10.5w. Report came back confirming 'fetal demise'.
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