afternoon ladies, 24th September was the worlds worst day, went for our 20week ultrasound and found out we lost our twins. There they were sleeping in my growing belly looking oh so perfect.

It has been the most horrific experiance it just breaks my heart to think about it. The ladies in radiology were angels but then we had to wait to see the obstratition and thats when things went even further down hill. myself and my husband got no empathy what so ever, were taken to maternity to sit and wait for her for over half an hour then told they were busy and to come back monday to see her.

I went back monday and said i have no hope in hell of having children until i lose weight. The OB had a student in with her and she just couldnt care less.

We named our babies a few days later, Grace and Colbin. I miss them everyday and would just like to say a thank you to TLC pregnancy, stillborn and infanct loss for their help when the health care system failed us.

love to all