Today we had confirmation that 2 days ago, we had lost our beautiful bundle number six.
Although i was only 6 weeks and 2 days, this baby was already much loved by myself, hubby and all our children.

Tonight we had a small ceremony to say good bye to baby, and just to let baby know that even though we didnt want to say good bye we understand why he had to go.

All the kids drew a picture or wrote a letter and we lit a candle.

I wanted to share with you the letter and poem that was written by my 7 year old daughter.
I have already posted this in my other thread, but i wanted to share it with thoose who have not been following it.

the poem

Dear baby in mums tummy, this is for you.

I love you baby
I wish i could see you baby
I love you up high
I love you down low
I love you where ever you go
I hope i will always remember you
Cute little guy
I hope you can hear the sounds of us crying
I really didnt want you to die
As soon as i hear that
Im sure to burst out and cry
I love you baby
I never wanted u to die
I love you baby
I never wanted u to die
I love you so much
Cute little thing
I love you baby
I never wanted you to die.

the letter

Dear baby
I love you so much, I was looking forward to meeting you.
I hope you will always remember me.
I hope that you will look down on me and help me when ever i need help, and to help me be more smarter than what i am now.
I love you so much and every time i remember you i will put a circle or love hearts with some colours on them and put it in a bag.
I love you so much.
I wish you will look down on me when ever i need help.
I love you.
Love Grace.
ps. I was looking forward to seeing you.