Still trying.....

[mummydreamer]

Hi ladies, I don't come on here much anymore, but am just needing a bit of support. This is month 5 now of trying for bub #4 and I just got AF today. I'm feeling so down and so dejected. It's never taken me this long to fall pregnant before and I'm starting to get very stressed. The longer it takes me to get UTD the more it's doing my head in. It's going to be a very long and stressful 9 months anyway, paranoid about every niggle, pain, movement, lack of movement, etc, so the quicker I can get pregnant, the quicker I can start dealing with it all, if that makes sense......just getting scared and frustrated that we have to wait another month. And even then, having a loss at 7 weeks as well, paranoid that I could lose it early. This all just friggin sucks

ps sorry to all the LTTTCers out there.......

[Maruschke]

I'm sorry you feel it is taking a long time, but 5 months is well within norms, about the 70th percentile of length of time to conceive. I hope it happens for you soon.

[Silver Bell]

oh I am so sorry mummydreamer, this really does suck. and the worry once you fall pregnant is so unfair! You should be able to enjoy every minute of your pregnancy. I had no idea this baby making business would be so hard. I never knew so many people (including myself) have problems having babies... I always thought, you do the deed and then you fall pregnant and 9 months later you have the baby. Call me naive but I remember being scared falling pregnant when I was younger and look at me know!!! praying I fall pregnant and praying the baby makes it to earth!

I am sending you hugs MD ... I really hope you have a BFP result really soon!!!!

[Rowellen]

One AF is too many when you're TTC I hope you don't have to wait too much longer for your BFP.

[Kazzo]

I was just thinking about you the other day and wondering how you were going. I am sorry to hear your sad at the moment and that your still waiting. I hope your wait comes to an end soon.

[Diamond Girl]

Oh sweety, 5 months feels like forever doesn't it, especially after you've been through so much.

I hope your BFP is waiting for you at the end of this cycle.

[skybie]

Big big hugs gorgeous.
i hope this is the month your precious rainbow starts growing in your belly

[mummydreamer]

thanks guys, thanks for all your kind words. I guess onto the next month! I'll try and keep positive. When there's so much to be stressed about, it makes it hard, but I know I have to try and remain calm and keep thinking it will happen when we're ready

[mummydreamer]

I was just thinking about you the other day and wondering how you were going. I am sorry to hear your sad at the moment and that your still waiting. I hope your wait comes to an end soon.

Thanks Kazzo that means a lot to me. I'm still here every now and again, mainly just lurking Lol. Just needed to have a break with a few things in my life, and get back on track.